my grandma and cousin are in town from Oklahoma.My grandma just said " James you're getting skinny, too skinny, you aint little chunkins anymore." I was like, Oh yeah, Im anorexic. My sister goes " why doesnt anyone tell me I'm skinny anymore, they just say I look healthy" hahaha, I just laughed. HAHA. This is why I cant wait to leave. Please let ( Read more... )

Im gonna have you naked by the end of this song

Paying 24 dollars to see Steve-0 and ryan dunn kick each other in the balls and get chicks to throw theyre dirty corpus underwear unstage, isn't my idea of fun. So, that show was lame. But we had fun before. Details later. I'm so insanely tired. Goodnight everyone.

I'm in such a fucking good mood, not quite sure why. It should be Friday. It feels like Friday. Jason is a struggling artists, or a starving one at that. And I'm his groupie slut. Anyway, so I just realized I haven't attended all my classes all week, just bits and peices of a few of them. Making progress. Tomarrow...full day ( Read more... )

Today, at the eye doctor. Dr. Ann Upton, always plays the 20 questions game with me. Somehow she got me to talk about my boyfriend. How I met him blah blah. Some shit about Florida, this and that. She said " so you're going to be his groupie." I was like, " woman, you have no idea." I was going to explain it all but I was just like.." yeah, dude, ( Read more... )

maybe I should just walk away, now...
or talk it out, which would lead to what satisfaction?

if you despise cockiness, egotism, narcissism, elite, snobbery, please disregard the following:

I AM A BADASS, I AM INVINCIBLE

thankyou for your time...

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sleeping pills, tears, ciggarettes, music, cold, confusion, mishaps, insane mind, insane feelings, insane emotions. being stirred up like this can't be good for the health. But what is these days? And what does sanity bring you these days anyway? A little wrist slitting, come on now, be more original you are not the only one who knows. or doesnt ( Read more... )

asshole.