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o my my my.
i feel as though every time i come on here to write its all complaints and negativity. in all honesty, a lot of people would kill to have the life i have right now. to have something no less complex or hectic. but the truth is there just isn't shit going on, and that scares me. im trying to move my life which includes jumping on any "opportunity" i come across or that comes across me but they're just few and far between.
i know a lot of good people. one thing i swear ill never forget. i know sooo many people that would do anything to help me.
sometimes i get so jealous of how beautiful my sister is in every way, it almost hurts. she's gonna be a really important thing in this world in a few short years.
everyday my brother just gets more hansome and more intelligent.
i wanna be interesting. i wanna know interesting things and be someone you remember after meeting not because i was loud and abnoxious but because i told you something you didn't know before and have found many ways to apply to your life.
im starting to read choke..i will finish it damn it.
i've at least grown into the confidence that eventually ill figure this shit out. ill sit down one day; ill be at work one afternoon; ill fall on the sidewalk on top of a flier and finally realize...thats what i need.
just gotta try to stay positive. but with people like you..shouldn't be too too hard.
Joe