WELL!!! it took me VERY little work to get to this...Shell..or rather "it2" from here on out broke up with me to go out with James Butler
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perhaps you should have told me to stop then! but i apologise for the pain that i caused you althoughm, its funny, i have marks on my body from every girl i have ever truely cared for...Joulz has her name written in my arm..and my back gets to bare the marks of your finger nails for the rest of my life, although with any luck the latter will fade and joulz...well, ill have to find away of taking that one out!
i dont mind baring the scars of those whom i care for,most of my friends would be more then happy to tell you i am quite willing to do any thing for them, but i feel dirty now, i get to look at them in a mirror, much like i do joulz's name and think "WTF was i thinking". dont get me wrong shell, i will remember the good times, but formost, i will remember the hate that you have filled me with, and i will remember that my friends now have to earn my trust once more. you are right, i did trust you! but what you have done is almost as bad as if you had cheated on me...straight out of my arms in to some one who i was "concerned" about..tell me im not supposed to be angry. tell me im not supposed to hate what you have done
You can hate what's happened, and people would understand, but she doesn't deserve to be hated herself! It's completely immature, and that's an entirely different kind of scarring, you monster.
All i can say is i think she is crazy to chuck him for James Butler? My opinion has never been high of that bloke, and never will. All he seems to do is ruin peoples relationships. You're better off without her if she dumps you for that loser. Shows she has no standards. Also that is fucked that she told u she loves u one week before she dumps you, and then claims she can never truly love someone. I get that some women are complicated, but this little example seems to be fucking screwed.
Ean, chelle you both are some of my closest friends. Because i Love you both so much I have not taken sides, but I can see this from both points of view. I know you both well enough, to know that this hate your showing now is not your true nature. While its very understanable, and most of us have felt pain either like this or simlar before, I know for a fact that hording this angry only makes you feel bitter, twisted and dead inside. I know that some people out there will take sides, exspecialy thouse who friends with just one or the other of you, but it did hurt me to see all these stabs at ean. Have you ever felt such anger wether justified or not, that you say ALOT of things, some things mabe that are over the top or harsh? Well think about that before you jump the boat with spears ready. I love you both and I hope that through this you can both find happyness.
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dont get me wrong shell, i will remember the good times, but formost, i will remember the hate that you have filled me with, and i will remember that my friends now have to earn my trust once more. you are right, i did trust you! but what you have done is almost as bad as if you had cheated on me...straight out of my arms in to some one who i was "concerned" about..tell me im not supposed to be angry. tell me im not supposed to hate what you have done
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