The air is crisp.....the wind sharp gusts, and the faint smell of wood burning lingers about....I think it just might be autumn ( Read more... )

It can be such a strain sometimes....Deal with the little petty acts of brattiness. I understand disappointment, and let down and not handling it well...Hell I don't deal with those very well either. But sometimes it feels like dealing with a seven year old who doesn't get something his way. I am torn between just letting him have his tantrum and ( Read more... )

I hate this feeling of emptiness. Really it is like a piece of my heart has been ripped away. But it will come back to me....Soon I hope ( Read more... )

The count down has begun and the clock is getting louder and louder ticking away closer to the hour I have to leave him ( Read more... )

I suppose I should have been writing in this a long time ago... it is not like I am burnt out on it, but who has the time anymore to sit down and write....a lame excuse I know. But none the less I am here and ready to write ( Read more... )

My mind doesnt work well at home.......

So much has happened in such a short amount of time. It is crazy to think of where I was only just a year ago and where I am today. I am proud of myself. Truly I am glad of how I ended up. It’s for the better and I know I am changed. Decisions I had made and choices I was given were all the right ones and this is who I am now. I’ve got a new out ( Read more... )

what's made it so hard to go out and about and have fun? To just break from the mold and do things freely and without thought? Why does everything have to be the same steps repeated. This is not all we can do. We've done something different before jumping into this rut. And is it that I am the one who's going to have to spring us from the trap ( Read more... )

No joke......

Well I was going to put something in here momentous. But I failed. Good thought though....

I miss laughing.....Though I do it a lot......

I dyed my hair again and touched up my tat. Good stuff.

Posted a ton of pictures on myspace......I've turned into a photo whore....

But I am too busy playing Xbox and DS to notice.

Crazy goth dancing, fine art museums, coffee, clove cigarettes, mass drinking binges, cuties, late nights, long kisses, movies, rockstars, new friends, bubble baths, christmas cookies, Dog Fashion Disco, Everclear, Guitar Hero2, PJ pants, and text messages.

That's how my Christmas Holiday went. Hope yours was as good. Here's to 2008. We'll see ( Read more... )