I like grapes and I cannot lie! **is shot**
I figure I may as well make an update.
I guess Elora no longer wants anything to do with me. I have a grave, terrible, looming feeling that it may have something to do with me growing a backbone.
I had told her that the only thing I wanted to say would have been hurtful. I know its a sensitive subject, because for the love of socks I was tied in with the whole thing myself. Yes, I know she was an evil tyranical bully whom you're still friends with anyway because now you swore you can stand up to her now. I also know that she was the one who kept ringing you up and making you drop me mid conversation to go to her house, and that she was the reason why I went quasi-depressed for about three months. I'm over that now. You sure as hell aren't.
I know I sounded like I didn't care. I have a nagging feeling that I probably laughed as well! I'll make my oh so pathetic excuses now.
You know me, don't you? Its kind of a given when you've been my best friend for about three or four years. You know my reaction when my parents split up. Did I act like cared then? Not that I remember. Doesn't mean I don't. Did I act like I cared when I found out about what my brother has been accused of? Nope. I even joked about it! But that doesn't mean I didn't care. I even told you over the phone that I react worse over the small things than I do over the big things. I'd be more scared of a spider dangling over my nose than I would a chainsaw weilding... uh, axe-murderer. (Extreme example, I know. XD)
I do care, but I have this really awesome way of not being able to show it.
Haven't you noticed that its only recently I've actually started being more open with what I disagree with? I call that growing up. Some people call it getting an attitude, but I'm more inclined to believe myself on that one. If I've changed at all, I think its damned well for the better, dankie-danke.
Sorry, that was a huuuuge tangent. Back to business!
Yeah, I get it that I'm the bad guy a lot of the time. I said I'd try to come over, but I ended up staying at Grandma's. I even apologised! How terrible. I'm not a nice person. I haven't been for a long time, and people can't help but noticing it. 'Specially those morons at the library... Ahem! This has happened a total of... twice now, and believe me I can remember both these times pretty damn clearly. The first time it happened I was crying for hours, this time? Nada. No dice.
You were also partially right when I said I care more about computers than I do people. Partially! But not my friends. Friends are more important that the technology I use to communicate with them. I just tend to get distracted by said means of communcation, which just tends to add to the mess.
To be entirely honest, I myself haven't totally stopped being friends with you or anything. But if thats what you wanna do, fine. I wish you the best of luck in your life and I know you have the will to succeed if you just keep yourself going. If I have to find out from second or third parties if you're doing well and if your hamsters are still ham-haing about and thats all well with them, Kipper and your family, sure thing. If thats what you want. And if you ever need my help, hey, you've got it!
No slippery slopes from me. I'm done with the damned things. They're always so bumpy! <3 This has been enough of one already, and I think its definitely time it stopped, ne?
~Re, the Flippant One.
**cracks knuckles** Meine father hast charged me to make dinner tomorrow! Chicken soup of some kind, and damnit it will have leeks in it. I hope people don't drop dead of food poisoning from it. Oh well, It'll be fun anyway, regardless of how many it kills. Yummy leeks.
I ate almost an entire bag of grapes over a day and a half, tried pears for the first time and discovered the joy that is shinyshiny red Empire apples! I'm on a fruit kick for definite. Chocolate cravings down by a looooong way.
I'm sososo close to getting a new computer than I'm practically dancing on air already. I'll owe Da and Granny money, of course, but whoo! Computer! For me. <3 Oh yes, oh yes. And its nice spending time with Granny anyway, because I haven't seen her since about September. (Her television is huge and very edible.)
I guess Elora no longer wants anything to do with me. I have a grave, terrible, looming feeling that it may have something to do with me growing a backbone.
I had told her that the only thing I wanted to say would have been hurtful. I know its a sensitive subject, because for the love of socks I was tied in with the whole thing myself. Yes, I know she was an evil tyranical bully whom you're still friends with anyway because now you swore you can stand up to her now. I also know that she was the one who kept ringing you up and making you drop me mid conversation to go to her house, and that she was the reason why I went quasi-depressed for about three months. I'm over that now. You sure as hell aren't.
I know I sounded like I didn't care. I have a nagging feeling that I probably laughed as well! I'll make my oh so pathetic excuses now.
You know me, don't you? Its kind of a given when you've been my best friend for about three or four years. You know my reaction when my parents split up. Did I act like cared then? Not that I remember. Doesn't mean I don't. Did I act like I cared when I found out about what my brother has been accused of? Nope. I even joked about it! But that doesn't mean I didn't care. I even told you over the phone that I react worse over the small things than I do over the big things. I'd be more scared of a spider dangling over my nose than I would a chainsaw weilding... uh, axe-murderer. (Extreme example, I know. XD)
I do care, but I have this really awesome way of not being able to show it.
Haven't you noticed that its only recently I've actually started being more open with what I disagree with? I call that growing up. Some people call it getting an attitude, but I'm more inclined to believe myself on that one. If I've changed at all, I think its damned well for the better, dankie-danke.
Sorry, that was a huuuuge tangent. Back to business!
Yeah, I get it that I'm the bad guy a lot of the time. I said I'd try to come over, but I ended up staying at Grandma's. I even apologised! How terrible. I'm not a nice person. I haven't been for a long time, and people can't help but noticing it. 'Specially those morons at the library... Ahem! This has happened a total of... twice now, and believe me I can remember both these times pretty damn clearly. The first time it happened I was crying for hours, this time? Nada. No dice.
You were also partially right when I said I care more about computers than I do people. Partially! But not my friends. Friends are more important that the technology I use to communicate with them. I just tend to get distracted by said means of communcation, which just tends to add to the mess.
To be entirely honest, I myself haven't totally stopped being friends with you or anything. But if thats what you wanna do, fine. I wish you the best of luck in your life and I know you have the will to succeed if you just keep yourself going. If I have to find out from second or third parties if you're doing well and if your hamsters are still ham-haing about and thats all well with them, Kipper and your family, sure thing. If thats what you want. And if you ever need my help, hey, you've got it!
No slippery slopes from me. I'm done with the damned things. They're always so bumpy! <3 This has been enough of one already, and I think its definitely time it stopped, ne?
~Re, the Flippant One.
**cracks knuckles** Meine father hast charged me to make dinner tomorrow! Chicken soup of some kind, and damnit it will have leeks in it. I hope people don't drop dead of food poisoning from it. Oh well, It'll be fun anyway, regardless of how many it kills. Yummy leeks.
I ate almost an entire bag of grapes over a day and a half, tried pears for the first time and discovered the joy that is shinyshiny red Empire apples! I'm on a fruit kick for definite. Chocolate cravings down by a looooong way.
I'm sososo close to getting a new computer than I'm practically dancing on air already. I'll owe Da and Granny money, of course, but whoo! Computer! For me. <3 Oh yes, oh yes. And its nice spending time with Granny anyway, because I haven't seen her since about September. (Her television is huge and very edible.)