Wow, i shouldn't write in this thing drunk anymore... My world is crumbling around me, and i don't expect anyone to care... those who will can't do a thing to change it, and those who won't... aren't important in any way. I do truly want to destroy things, or people... and this anger is becoming less and less decriminate. Imma do somethin' crazy ( Read more... )

Laughter and pain are a unique emothion when fucked-up at 4;12 am... The night's been too hectic... my life has slowly declined into what might be a very eventual, uncontrolable, downward spiral... and the only advice i get is to repress what i think ... to repress everything i want to shout the loudest... to be considerate of others ( Read more... )

The words won’t come to me ( Read more... )

Midnight falling too fast to catch ( Read more... )

empty, shaken, broken, useless
bored and confused and almost museless
i feel shot to shit and in the pit
you think you're funny doing your bit
i'm dizzy and nautious, head-spinning
a silent ghost goes away thinning
not a sound to break the plastic silence
all i wish for now is bllod-shedn' violence

Things are back to normal, if not better... I feel good. It was a long week last week, but the beautiful part is this; that was LAST week, and this week is fresh and new and doin' pretty good so far. I wanted to write a few lines and rhymes tonight, but the writing buzz just isn't there... I think I'm still stuck in school mode... that's OK, my ( Read more... )

Reading the woes of days long past ( Read more... )

In my customized, dim-lit din ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been writin' in this thing for some time now for a number of reasons... mostly though, because I didn't have anything interesting to say... Which is strange because life has been very interesting lately. i guess it's just that when life gets interesting for me I get immersed in taking it all in, and I need good, solid, continuous ( Read more... )

What strange things drift in and out of my mind while i lay alone in bed. It's cold in this uninsulated attic, but I guess I'm lucky to have it, in a sense... Life just keeps comin' up with more problems; I just keep comin' up with half-assed solutions ( Read more... )