LOL.... its amazing how some people can't see a forest thru the trees... heh heh.. i didnt even think of the secindary implication of that phrase.. anywho.. how ironic... the look like little pears from the bottom but to view the cornea's post u can see it all peel like fresh Florida Orange... I wonder exactly how much of this will be seen or ( Read more... )

I did have a fucking blast weeding out the people in my life that were negetive influences. I ripped apart a few assholes, offended people, and made a mockery of some a-holes. I did almost fuck-up a good thing with MB, but i've done my best to fix that situation up. Doing all this had made me feel closer to my good friends, and i can feel those ( Read more... )

The only thing more fun than siting back and watching the bridges burn is to be the one who attatched the explosives and soaked them in gasoline before burning them down. Just a few more to go now...

Finally the dozen valiums are kickin' in... good shit. In case the message isn't getting through, fuck all y'all, especially if u read this. Not to say that dont imply to all those not reading it, cuz they're included too, so don't feel picked on, i hate everybody equally. And when i said my mistake was to trust, i meant my mistake was trusting ( Read more... )

Fuck them. Fuck each and everyone of them. Fuck each and everyone of you. Fuck this. Fuck it all, set it ablaze, and take a hot steamy piss on the smoldering flames, bag the remains and throw it off the top of a tall building. Fuck all of you who've been dishonest,decietful,self-censored, self-centered, unappriciative, disrespectful, inhibited, ( Read more... )

The important, sought-after things in life are those things that cause the most suffering, be it on a large or small scale. I beieve suffering is a key experiance, making life worth living. Not because i enjoy suffering, but if no one had to suffer I don't think the good things in life would seem good anymore because you wouldnt be able to compare ( Read more... )

New skies, new sun
new smoke, no fun
contentment is fleeting
wrap your slim fingers
slowly and firmly
around my windpipe and
choke the life from my body
free me, provide me
what i cant for myself
Life's purpose is to end

"Friends and liars don't wait for me ( Read more... )

Marijuanna is classified as a halucinagen. Halucinagens are proved to be a co-dependant drug; dependant on the state of mind of the individual using the drug... When I started smoking today I knew I was in a shitty mood, and I knew it was only gonna get worse all day... but sometimes misery is addictive... it fills voids in time and in my mind... ( Read more... )

Well, I've went and started neglecting my journal again. I suppose it's an act of little interest to anyone though... oh well, I guess that's chill, because even if everyone on Earth were regularly reading my LJ, I just wouldn't care. I wonder what i do care about though? I don't much care about myself, and when it comes down to it there's just ( Read more... )