had a crazy night last night. went crazy. thank you brian for texting with me and making me feel a bit better ( Read more... )

i'm just sick of everything. i know i have no right to complain since i have anything anyone could ask for, but lately i just haven't felt myself. i mean, sure, sometimes i'm okay, but 80% of the time recently i've been faking it, because i can't not act normally on the outside ( Read more... )

I'm in utter pain because of my acne. my face just like, throbs and aches without me even touching it. i had such a hard time trying to go sleep last night because of it. i had to take asprin to help me fall asleep.

and all i can think about is my dad telling me i'm "deceteful" and "manipulative" this summer. god i wish i could say it wasn't true.

i want to me something to someone. anything to anyone.

I'm sorry, but I am beginning to hate myself. Things are just sinking in. Things that I do and have done that just make me realize how much of a total jackass I am. And I apologize for that. I'm an intruder, and interrupter, and ruiner of fun ( Read more... )

fizzuck, bizatch.

everything fun happens when i'm not around. oh please someone entertain me tonight.

i love anonymous posters :)

( i'm so vain. bleh. )

( look! i have friends! )