for the first time in my life i really feel alive. its like i have been in a coma my whole life and i am just starting to wake up, life is really just beginning. all those other years have not meant shit without her in my life. what she said to me really took alot of guts...more than i have. trust is such a big part of a relationship and we are ( Read more... )

so yeah i fucking suck at poker now. i used to finish like top 3 all the time no problem. but now im like first or second person eliminated. its all good though, played some sex and the city trivia game. me and kristin were really kickin some ass. and then becki pulled out the duffel bag full of dildos which im sure fucking creped her out and the ( Read more... )

so yeah yall drank alot of brew last night in fact...my head is THUMPIN right now. a little hung over. some big mother fucker was at the party named jake walker...he has tried to beat my ass like 3 or 4 times but he was cool with me last night. it was a little bit weird. damn yo cats were really CRUNK as fuck last night. it was tight to see some ( Read more... )

well i am gonna have to say that today was the best valentines day that i have ever had. the best part was easily just chillin with my cute valentine. by far my favorite person to kick it with...hands down.

well i just got done bashing some weights with mike and carey...yeah thats right im a real man. i went 7 miles on the bike and my legs were retarded when i tried to walk down the stairs(sorry if any retards are reading this, im really not a mean guy)this school year is really going bye so fucking fast...i low-key hate it...i dont want to fucking ( Read more... )

wow my fucking cd tower just tipped over and 200 cd's in their jewl cases just went all over the fucking place...this is fun

so i kicked it with my sister in-law becki tonight and watched a movie and listened to how big of an asshole guys can be and you know what...i can not agree more with that statement. why cant some guys realize what good of a thing they have? why do so many guys have to be straight assholes and hurt the ones that they love? this really pisses me off ( Read more... )

damn yall...i woke up today at like 8...and its saturday, i think its because i took a nap yesterday at like 6 and then woke up when chloe and kristin called me at like 11:30. I was supposed to be partying by that time, not sleeping. oh well. Poker tournament today! i am so fuckin hyped i hope i finish well. and then after poker i will probably ( Read more... )

i never really realized it before but, i have never actually kissed anyone before and really felt anything before...until tonight.

tomorrow i will wake up and greet the sun with open arms and open eyes with a smile on my face.

it feels good to know your mine.