im leaving for costa rica thursday, and im so excited. of course there's the anxiety of something happening or getting sick, or ek, my period.. but im not worreid. i can't say that i will ever have a chance to do this agian, so thats why im going now.  i know ill learn a lot, and ill def bring back a lot of pictures ( Read more... )

i basically spent our 6 day vacation at brians, or with him. it was nice, i really got to know his family much much beetter than i did.  now i'm waiting for him to get home from work.. and im working on some homework i have to do. we got such a crazy ass amount of snow and im kind of mad i didnt get to go outside as much as i did. i went sledding ( Read more... )

so lately everything's been greattt ( Read more... )

6346347277: wellll to tell you the truth, i really dont know. i dont remember what we did, i know i kissed him. and i dont remember anything after that, thats how freaking horrible i was. and i really had no idea what i was doing, and i can garentee you he didnt either. he started drinking before i even got there, so he was worse then i was ( Read more... )

i can't believe he's lying to me

i hate not being able to trust people =\

i got my semi dress today! im so happy.. at first i didnt like it, but i suppose it will grow on me.
now i get to shop for accessories =] =]

im sure feeling the holiday nostalgia today

yesterday, Friday, was my day back at school and brian and i got into a fight over something stupid.. or well, he was upset and i didn't realize it, but that night we worked it out ( Read more... )

i feel kind of guilty for never writing in this anymore.. since it used to be an every day thing when i was younger ( Read more... )

shattered.
i dont even get how i even feel it anymore
i should be numb to this sort of thing