Dear God ( Read more... )

Good. Things are good. Russ' birthday is on Monday, but since I have to work, we're gonna celebrate it tomorrow. I'm making him a cake that looks like a baseball. We're going to his friend Jason's new condo on the beach tomorrow night, and I'm stoked about it. If things could consistently be this way, I'd be content with my life.

Forgive me if I st-studder, from all of the clutter in my head, cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes, like a waterbed ( Read more... )

Russ offically has officially met my family (excluding my brother, cuz he's away at school). We had dinner with my mom and sister last night. While objectively watching the interaction between him and my mother, he should have charmed the pants off of her, but her knowing the few "difficulties" that we have had, her metaphorical pants stayed on. We ( Read more... )

Shh...
Shh...
Its oh so quiet.
Shh...
Shh...
It's oh so stale.
Shh...
Shh...
I'm all alone.
Shh...
Shh...
And so peaceful until
You fall in love
ZING BOOM
The sky up above
ZING BOOM
is caving in
you've never been so nuts about a guy
you want to laugh you want to cry
you cross your heart and hope to die.

Please, please, please don't let things

I swear, every fucking day its something new. If its not work, its Russ. If its not Russ, its something someone did to him, or to me, or to my friends. This has been the most drama filled, dramatic, frustrating week of my entire 22 years of living. I want to start over. I want to go right back to the very beginning and do it all over again, knowing ( Read more... )

Don't you ever put your hands on me again, you mother fucker.

Now, I can officially say I'm starting to fall in love. We are together a lot, we're talking about living together, and we're open and honest about pretty much everything. I'm excited. I'm scared. All my mom can say is, "Just don't get pregnant." Haha... thanks for the support, mom.

Man, I am never home anymore. All I do is work, sleep, and go to Russ's. I wish I had more time to go out with my friends, but its so hard when I work every other weekend. We were at the store getting his daughter a birthday present, and as we were walking out, he said, "When my lease is up, I think we should get a place together." Wow... I really ( Read more... )

Now we're getting somewhere. Keep up the attitude you had today, and we'll be just fine.