i haven't updated in awhile, nothing is to new i work part time and i'm taking 18 credits. i pretty much have the best boyfriend in the world, B-rice :) sunday after work he came over with a dozen hot pink roses for no reason. then monday night he came home (a little tipsy) and woke up me at 2 30 in the morning to tell me a million and five ( Read more... )

the end of the semester is here and i honestly cannot believe it went by THAT fast. so much has happened this school year its almost unrealistic. i've had both good and bad experiences,but its all a lesson learned and more pages to add to my life story. honestly though i feel like my life is a never ending roller coaster ride, and i just kinda ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in sooo long. i just read my last entry and it feels like that was forever ago, sooo much has changed. my life honestly changes soo much soo fast its insane...all the time things completly do a 360. Tulpas my boyfriend now, who would have ever thought that'd happen. but right now i feel like hes nothing to me. its ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in over a month and alot has changed! its 330 and i can't sleep, so what better chance then to update the livejournal now ( Read more... )

I'm home for thanksgiving...its not bad, i enjoy seeing and spending time with my family. it's weird not really having many friends around here anymore though. i mean i can call people and hang out with them but i don't consider them real friends bc when i leave their not there anymore. i saw tulpa last night....for the first time in 5 months. ( Read more... )

i don't really have anything to say except that i'm in a really weird mood right now. and i don't want to go to bed because i'm starting to have horrible dreams again. they stopped for a few weeks and started again last night so i'm scared to go to sleep tonight which sounds dumb but i'm just being honest. i had a pretty random week, i drank 4 ( Read more... )

Now that summer's over ( Read more... )

to my livejournal/online stalker who likes to try and reuine my life/friendships...get over yourself. i don't know what i ever did to piss you off so bad but seriously its been a year of you talkin shit and its getting old. why don't you make some friends, get a life, and leave me alone! i'm out of middle school...and high school...its called ( Read more... )

i miss the old tulpa. it makes me sad. i just read the livejournal i wrote bout how much we were hanging out and how he kept telling me he liked me n called me beautiful wanting to hang out with me all the time. what happened? it really hurts my heart....its funny when i read bout how safe i felt with tulpa...i did..i felt soo safe...but now i ( Read more... )

this summer has been amazing!!!! with all the friends that i have and my girls who i love to death....i would die w/o them in my life. i seriously see one of them everyday and if i don't hear from one of them within 24 hours then i knwo somethings wrong, haha! seriously though i'm soo blessed to have such awesome wonderful friends...its ( Read more... )