I'm an idiot.

[nghtblckpanther]

I cut. I fucked up 4 days shy of 8 months. What the hell. I did it 9 times. 5 on my upper arm for may, and 4 on my lower arm for the day. I was fucking on the phone with her when i did it too. She did once. a few days ago. i saw it. and i felt bad. and i ruined it. i ruined almost 8 months. Fucking....hell. Now my arm just hurts. and so does my

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[spinalonephone]

I love you. Kai, I care about you so much. I'll be at Waring a lot near the end of the year so we can hang out a lot.

Hang in there buddy. Cutting is an addiction that is hard to break, harder than smoking, just be proud of yourself that you didn't for this long. You always get a second chance.