I once thought you were the love of my life But you were just a lesson dressed in contradictions and pretty emotional turmoil I couldn't see the chains for what they were, their delicate silver filigree too shiny and beautiful Now I listen to endless litanies and self-centered ravings Wondering how many more times I can sit through them without
I run to you In the wilds of My heart Unsure where to end Or even to start The music plays And endless loop Of white light and bare skin Soul sick, I cry endlessly In the forest of dreams Frozen as autumn leaves dance And I see how we could be Surround me, voiceless melody Let me get lost in you again My wilderness
What about those in-between times? Walking down from one choice to the next And your heart drops Like you've missed a step going down stairs And you linger there in sheer terror for what seems an eternity Not knowing if you'll catch the next step Or if you'll crash down