So yesterday, a mere few of hours ago, was my 19th birthday. I hadn’t really planned anything cause I didn’t consider it a huge deal. My day started out at 12 am with IM’s from friends and some calls too. The first call of the night was from my jewish princess (she hates being late to things). The least expected message of the night came from “that ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a great day... I hung out with some of my Gen girls, Erin and Angie... well Erin's technically not a Gen girl anymore, but I still love her to death... So we met up in Union Square after hours of delay (thank you NYC subway), then we browsed what I believe is the second largest Virgin Megastore in the city. That was followed by a ( Read more... )

... and by that I mean Geneseo. So I left this morning. The parental units where a whopping hour and a half late. The ride home was a lot more pleasent then usual. Maybe it was because I took sleeping pills and allergy meds and slept the ENTIRE time... Ha ha... I don't understand why that hadn't occured to me before... So home is just like I ( Read more... )

There's a sign at one of the train stops in the city that I normally get off at. I don't remember the exact street but I'll never forget that sign. It's a mosaic on the wall and it says "At Long Last" in big glittery letters. It always makes me happy. Gives me hope that one day I'll be able to say that. Maybe today's the day or now's that time. ( Read more... )

Im back home. I spent the the four day break in Watkins Glen, New York with my friend Lauren. I had an awesome time, its like the perfect type of town where they would film a WB show. Its a town filled with pretty houses with ample backyards. Theres a huge river with boats in the dock and the "countryside" consisted of enough vineyards to ( Read more... )

I wish I were a crier. I wish I could cry on command cause I really feel like crying right now, but I can't. So I went on a date tonight. The guy was awesome, really nice, attractive,funny, old enough to buy liquor and a whole bunch of other good things, but there was no chemistry (sorry if you're reading)... So I get home (I guess this is home now ( Read more... )

"A boy (and past friends)"??? Could this boy be me, I wonder. If so, why hasn't thou contacted me. Am I not worthy of communication? Am I overreacting like I always do? (a typical city gay boy trait). I barely know thee. I can count the number of times I have seen thee on one hand and have an ample amount of fingers left........... Should I go on ( Read more... )

My outburst on LiveJournal yielded positive and unexpected results. Hell has officially frozen over. I met an extremely attractive and nice GAY guy at Pride Alliance. He had read my post and responded so I invited him to Pride Alliance and he came.... Where this will go, nobody knows!

Good fight and good night

Oh my GOD!!!!!!! i want to go home right fucking now. I hate this school. OKay no I don't , I love it. I just fucking hate the fact that it is impossible to find datable gay men in this school. They do exist but they're either under a rock somewhere or completely in the closet. I met some who I believe are not particularly attractive. So you think ( Read more... )

So it turns out I really did fall in love. His name is Brian and hes the RA (resident advisor) of the first floor in Wayne Hall. He's perfectly imperfect (if I've used this phrase before, bare with me). Hes smart (political science major), he's beautiful (with little next to no effort), hes quirky ( in an upstate maybe ( Read more... )