Hurdle #1 overcome.

[ngtracey]

Well. Today was the day. I told Spyder that I was done watching him destroy himself, and came back to my mom's house. I quit my job and will be spending the next couple weeks trying to extricate my posessions from the house. I am sure that soon, as someone said to me, I will feel "like I took a 180lb monkey off my back" but right now I feel

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[mr_sunyata]

Ah, Hon. I wish I could relieve some of your sadness. Keep in touch with your friends when you feel up to it. You don't have to go this alone. Love, Kevin.

[angelmachina]

You did what had to be done for you and the kids. Maybe this will ultimately not only be best for you...but also help him to see what his actions have cost him.

If you need me for anything, don't hesitate to ask!

Love you!!!

[lokipgh]

You did what you had to do. That took a lot of courage!

There is hope that it will shock him out of this downward spiral.

I shall wait and see.

BTW, I've secured your staff position for the next year at the farm, that's why I've been trying to call you...I though a little good news might help.
I also got your bracers in today. They're gorgeous!

Let me know if I can help with anything.

Dougie

[ngtracey]

Thank your dear!
I'm sorry about the missed calls. Cell service is spotty here.
All I need right now is help the next two weekends.
then I can relax and enjoy the farm season.
see further posting for info

[retrodee]

You did what had to be done and I am very proud of you! Took a hell of a lot of strength to do what you did.

We discussed about the past and how he may not change. If he does, I'll be shocked. Otherwise, we'll all get together next weekend or whenever and pack your stuff, help with the kids and so on and so forth.

It takes time to heal from what was broken and I should know because I am still healing. The strength from family and loved ones help heal.

I am here for you anyway I can and anyhow I can. You have my number, know where I live and what to do. I am part of your support system and I hope life. (wink)

It may be my birthday weekend coming up but I'd rather be helping you.

[ngtracey]

thank you, that means alot to me *hugs*