I have spent 3 days with Ces and it feels like nothings has changed and everything is different. We're comfortable and complex like that. This will only continue for another few days until he leaves for Hong Kong. We're actually going to the Catalyst on the 17th for an MC battle. This should be interesting. His brother Sam and Frank-Dank also plan ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. Getting sick, nauseated and oh so tired. And I don't want to leave work because then I will go home and be tired and nauseated there and definitely won't be paid for it either. Plus I don't have a 'puter anymore because Luis stole mine 4 months ago. I don't like him anymore. I'm finally feeling the resentment towards him. It's about ( Read more... )

Holy Mole. I can't belive that I feel so calm and non chalant about an event so big that happened last night involving myself and the boy I thought would have my heart forever. Seriously, I've only came to think about it a few times and not at all have I blushed or gotten schoolgirl giddy about it. Does that mean that I don't really like him ( Read more... )

It's taken me 19 hours to finish eating a cinnabon. 19 freakin hours. I used to eat them like water! Then again, that's all I ate in a whole day. We gotta remember that I was on speed though. *oh yeah*

I am wearing the most comfy sweater, jeans and slipper shoes and I so badly do want to nap. Here at work, yes. Everyone is at Pebble Beach for a luncheon so, no one is really here. *mr burns* Eggggzzellent*. I have mom and Adrian's gifts at home and instead of wrapping them up or making anyhting of it, I really want to leave them a note and tell ( Read more... )

It's gotten sooooo much bettter within the last fes hours. I got a lot done at work! (oodles of invoices, checks,databases etc). I took my lunch! (BK) I got birthday phonecalls! (Momma, Lizzi,Sandra). And Jay-sensei wished me one too. Back at ja baby boo. Which reminds me: Jay, I need your address, phone number and sn/email, cos, In case you forgot ( Read more... )

If ever I did not feel like it was my birthday, it's definitely today. In the last 3 years, I made it a point to stay home sick, celebrate and spend like we're spent. But today, I came into work. I've only worked here for 2 weeks, therefore, I don't feel entitled to be taking sick days so soon. Especially since working at NPS and how crazy my sick ( Read more... )

I swear I really couldn't think of what else to title this entry. I didn't update it yesterday because I couldn't really take any time to reflect on almost anything, yet I was able to write Luis back. A freakin 4 page letter at that. And then draw him and angel too. I guess that's where I did my reflection and what not. *sigh*. I really wants him ( Read more... )

It's finally 4 pm and I'm and hour closer to going home. Home! I finally graduated so I get to go Home. It feels that good. I have been in the best most relaxed mood. Like as if I were at the beach, just chillin. Maybe it's the Amber video from 311 that's been playing and found it's way into my mind. Oh, plus I work in Seaside, so I am by the beach ( Read more... )

I had the worst nostalgic meltdown on saturday. I feel as if maybe I shouldn't have even tried visiting Luis, but things went the way they did for a reason. So I tried, and this means that I got out of my car and began to walk towards the line that forms at the jail entrance that leads to the visiting area right? Well, I was smart enough to scan ( Read more... )