cleansing

[niaid]

just ... did something i have wanted to do, for ages. and ages

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[troppmann]

I'm really glad you're coming to terms with things, but you also have to remember what things were like back then. Nothing was clear, and nothing was rational, and nobody really understood what was going on with anyone else. Its good to realise your role in all this, but remember theirs as well. They made some pretty big mistakes too. I guess what I mean to say is, don't over compensate. *cuddles*

[niaid]

yeah, i know, they did make some mistakes too, but, well, most of the badness was due to me being irrational. ... i feel fine about that though. i feel much better having accepted responsibility for my part in it... which was bigger than theirs, really. *snuggles* you are biased. and i like you that way. but yeah. the whole crappness i always blamed on emily for telling max about you. but, er, it was my fault for not telling him, i think.
ah well, it's all ok now. n *snugglies* wish you could visit tonight - just wish we could sit around and talk and have tea. but then, i have to get up earlyu for work, and you have painting and erg. i just want some spacenoogtime.