Last August I made a post about my Great-uncle Fred, Well I am sad to say that this Thursday he past peacefuly during the night at the age of 96. He was the last of his generation in my family after my great-Grandmother, who left three years ago at 95. He was and is a role model for me on how to live life to its fullest and enjoy every day, and how ( Read more... )

alone here at home feeling very sad and lost my family is away in oregon seeing my brother off to school, the pugs are boarded for the week ( Read more... )

so today i find that someone on the other team on my boat is a ax murderer or will be, they tested the penetration of a steel fire axe on various things in our crew quarters the fridge, the steel safe, the steel bulkheads both walls and ceiling, a wooden door, and a bed. they mostly used the pearcing pick end save for 4 or 5 good sized bade marks ( Read more... )

i think after long study i have discovered why i like lesbian porn, the girls seem to be enjoying themselves more and are more playful about sex rather then normal porn where there is a lot of disrespect, donanince, and a harsher attitude. most times if theres name calling in a lesbian video its in a joking way also theres a stronger focus on ( Read more... )

its easy to see how people thought the world was flat out on the sea. withe the flat bottom clouds above you marking the top of the world and the oceans streaching out beyond the end of your sight its easy to imaging us just living in a layer of the world only so high and so wide all round us. yes all i'm back on the boat my first 59 hour week is ( Read more... )

I'm back on the ocean again. worked a 10 and a half hour day today, felt just like i never left. picking up 40+ hours Monday-Thursday this week then a day off then my normal 3 on 3 off i think, no on knows for sure when we will settle down into the normal routine yet. The day was so beautiful that even the sore back, salt stiffened hands, and ( Read more... )

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this summer I am being flown out to sunny California to visit a old friend I have not seen in quite a while, i am quite looking foward to it as I have missed her the past year or 2.

Have you ever loved someone, saw yourself with them in the future, but lost them through your own stupidity? It a horrible feeling and I hope none of you have to know it. I loved her more then I knew, more then I could express then, and I still do. I can't do anything about it cause she found someone who could treat her better then I did and she is ( Read more... )

I have decided to try to look like the tanned guys at the side of the road with no shirts and muscles that girls whistle at from moving cars. By the end of summer maybe I too will be a symbol of socially acceptable male hotness to be cat called at from speeding cars. well current weight is 230 I'm thinking maybe 200-210 would look better, who knows ( Read more... )