Comments | niban: wanna know how i got these scars?

niban

wanna know how i got these scars?

Aug 27, 2008 11:40

*i will remember this awful, two t-shirt summer, for some time. the sunlight too bright, me walking through the hours like a skeleton, trying to blunt the nerve endings to the point that i wouldn't give a shit what she did with her time, hands, eyes, smile, laughter, or wit ( Read more... )

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heuteistmeintag August 27 2008, 21:45:20 UTC

2nd that

niban September 1 2008, 20:10:20 UTC

domo

niban September 1 2008, 20:09:06 UTC

that's what i hear.

there is just a counter-intuitive feeling i get when i start to open my mouth. so usually i don't.

defenestr8r August 30 2008, 19:52:40 UTC

you know lots more about birds (both kinds) and bees than you think.

two-t-shirt summers. well put.

fuck, i fucking miss you, you fucking fuck.

the bad dreams are awful. for me the dreams about the good times are far worse.

niban September 1 2008, 16:21:47 UTC

i have had the dreaded good dream that gets crashed by a bad event. oddly, i wake up and just think 'typical'.

then i see Rory.

defenestr8r September 1 2008, 17:44:40 UTC

RORY! Man, that cat has seen us through some major heartache.

niban September 1 2008, 21:58:14 UTC

and he knows it.

i have seen it in his eyes. he just loves.

the september day he picked me in West Yorkshire was one of my luckier days.

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hyperaesthetika September 15 2008, 02:41:20 UTC

ever since i came back around these parts, i've been trying to make sense of your recent posts. it's not that you don't make sense. it's just that i think i built my walls so high this time AND sealed myself out in the process and i can't make sense of anything without that insight. perhaps i could contract your services to tear down what i just built and build it back up more structurally sound with adequate accessibility features?

no, but really... i am envious of your eloquence in getting this all out. you know, we (my siblings and i) had one of those places that saved our lives, too.

p.s. i hope ronan comes to visit you. :)

niban September 25 2008, 18:47:31 UTC

my services and resources are at your disposal. though long consultation will be need to work out the relationship between accessibility and structural integrity. these details cannot be overlooked.

oh, i am not eloquent. i am a rambler. but thank you.

i am going to see Ronan in a month or so and then he is coming here for Christmas.

yay a trip to london. i do love foggy london town!