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[nic_lyn]

I am frustrated with myself relating to million things.

I don't know what to do with it.

It is holding down in there in my body, don't know how to express it anymore. Been holding it down for a while.

It is like I don't know if I am supposed to scream, cry, or whatever.

Looks like my wall is up again.

Comments

[lolitaevadaisy]

let it go- scream all you want. *hugs*

[nic_lyn]

I will when I feel I can "scream"

*hugs back*

[respectyoda]

You know I am always there for you and scream at me until you get everything out! *hugs*

[nic_lyn]

Thank you I appreciate it but not right now. Not right time for me to pour it all out yet..

*hugs*

[blackyhorse97]

i'm here if u wanna to let it out!! willing to listen to everything u have to get out so u can feel much better!!

HUGS!!!

[nic_lyn]

Thank you. I appreciate it.

*hugs back*

[xo_butterfly_xo]

ofc, u know me, im all eyes! and ilyyy! hugs!

[nic_lyn]

I know. I appreciate it. ily too.

hugs

[xstarsxmoonx]

Tell me about it... just talk to God and He'll hold you with His arms :)

Have faith!

-Jess

[nic_lyn]

Yeah. I know.

I have tried talking to God but still feeling blocked. I guess that is something I have to figure out somehow.

I will try to continue my faith on God. It seems God isnt there but I know with my knowledge that He is there. Just feeling that way.

:o/

[xstarsxmoonx]

You're not the only one... I've felt that way since, ugh.

[nic_lyn]

Yeah :o(

I guess I have bitter toward HIM.

Just because He allowed this happen.

Wall is up against everyone. Starting to shut down toward people. I feel I cant talk to them. I don't know why.

It seems easier to run away but I can't because I have things going on.