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I don't get it...
How unfair is it that I've been sick with two different illnesses two weeks in a row. wtf.. I want to get drunk! lol ;) -
so a quick thing...
here's a pic of my hair.. its not a fab pic or anything... just me sitting at the computer in my jams...
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happy birthday!
my kittens turn 1 today! hooray! :) -
sweet freedom, alas!
I spent the majority of my day yesterday unpacking and organizing. Yes, 5 months of living back east and I still had boxes stacked.. ;) Robert and I were going to wait until the basement was finished before we started to unpack so that it would be easier carrying things down there and we'd have to deal with unpacking once and once only. Well, ( Read more... ) -
mixed up, messed up
I can;t keep my mind straight as of what I want exactly. I am having the easiest time with my break up with Rob and I can't seem to grasp why I'm not more upset. It just doesn't make sense. lol. We're trying to 'establish' a friendship.. so he's still in my life, maybe thats why everything seems to be okay... I don't get it. I thought that I was ( Read more... ) -
sad to say but I think I'm better off...
Robert has ended our relationship after a little over 5 years. As sad and depressed as I am.. though, I'll never let him know, I knew that this was coming. way too many fights and unsaid words and overly said words were used and in all honesty, we're only hurting ourselves. as I sit here and cry as I try to mend my broken heart, I know that in some ( Read more... ) -
my heart, actually hurts.
To see you when I wake up ( Read more... ) -
here there EVERYWHEREE.
when i left you last we were settling in.. now months in, the settling is still settling but my routine is more at a constant pace and I'm getting a feeling for things and how they will go from here on out. I've been keeping busy by working two jobs and squeezing in 2-3 nights a week of being a normal 21 year-old and getting my wastey-face on. ;) ( Read more... ) -
the happs..
Nothing really is new and/or exciting or even relatively listen-worthy. I applied for about 8 jobs and received no call-backs. When I go to call the companies, I get the run around. ANNOYING, yes. I've been trying to enjoy myself but the funds are running out. :(
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this is the sound of settling..
So we're here.. been here for about a week and we're finally all settled in. well, as settled as we can get before we move to our "basement apartment". I feel like one of those children that can never leave home because their parents make it too good to ever leave. haha. Oh well, I did leave home, I just came back. :) I've been spending most of my ( Read more... )