I have not been feeling all that good lately, and the fact that Alessandro is going to be mad about it isn't helping anything. I need some time to myself. I think I will go backpacking solo this week. I haven't decided where yet but it sounds relaxing and comforting, just what I need right now. Not to mention it would be good for me to get some ( Read more... )

I have had such a long weekend. I am enjoying the fact that I am going straight to bed. I am soo tired. 5 ambulances in 4 days is a new record. and I might just tell you about that sometime else cus O am off to bed now. Latez

I am off work and still exhausted with the idea of going right back to work at 6 in the morning. I was thinking about how neat it is that Matt and Todd at work have become completely cool with me. They acted so freaked out when they first met me aftering hearing about me being gay. Now though they have zero problem chatting with me and doing things ( Read more... )

I am watching Will and Grace on TV because Alessandro says I have to. :-) But it's actually kinda funny. I have never seen if before. Frank was being an ass today. . . as ussual. So it made my day kinda shitty. Other than that, talking to Alessandro brightens me up, but I am so tired I am having a hard time consentrating on the TV so I will prob go ( Read more... )

Sorry I have been doing crappy on the whole updating deal. Me and Alessandro are still doing good. I saw him on Wednesday before I went to class he came and relaxed with me at my apt. Work is ok, I am really really sick of being security. Today is good though I am a roughrider today. My grandparents are in town from Kansas and they will be coming ( Read more... )

Just when you feel like life is so blasé and dull that you want to give up, things change so rapidly. I looked into Alessandro’s eyes last night and saw such sincerity, such tenderness I felt like I could see his soul. My heart melted and in his arm I felt such comfort that there is no way that I could possibly say it. I know it is not normal to ( Read more... )

Well class today was fun, one of the students had to be taken to the hospital by ambulance. Which is ironic considering the class is my EMT class. But yea, it was an ok day. Tonight I am gonna see Alessandro again so I am excited. I am watching COPS currently so can it really get any better than this? I am starving though. Pizza Hut sounds really ( Read more... )

It's already 12:00 at night and I feel like I could stay out all night. Except for that minor detail of school in the morning. I have energy and am excited, it's a good feeling. I was just reading Alessandro's journal, in spanish, and I impressed myself that I can pretty much follow the whole thing. Minus some little details. I was thinking about ( Read more... )

I am glad to say that I learned all the fall stuff for work. Finally I will be able to do a bunch more parts in shows. I really didn't have as much of an issue with doing these stuns as I did with the rope deal. I had a good long talk with Crystal today at work, she is an interesting person. God, I feel like I am writing small incomplete thoughts, ( Read more... )

So tonight was my date with Alessandro. He truly is as good of a person in real life as he seemed online. I am sort of scared to say I really like him. I hope it is not a jinx on anything that could come from it, but I really think I like him. He is honest about everything and his plans for the future are so. . . . wonderful. Not to mention he is ( Read more... )