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nicefuckingtree

Speak To Me In A Language I Can Hear

Mar 19, 2006 14:45

My friends are more reliant than my parents. When I say 'parents' I of course mean my mother. Whenever I say 'family' I mean 'mother and brother'. My dad has diplomatic immunity because even though he beat the shit out of me until I was 12, he was never bad. He was just imitating what his parents did to him to make him good, and his IS good ( Read more... )

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leperchan5 March 19 2006, 23:15:23 UTC

Hey, cheer up... I will post more Substantinal stuff later.. ^_^

Yeah, I tell myself the same damn thing... leperchan5 March 19 2006, 23:37:46 UTC

I'm not sure what brought this up but rest asure I am here for you. In my mind I'm not sure if I should adress the post or what is going through my head... I rather not bleed (aka pour my heart and soul) all over this so I'll just stick to the topic ( ... )

khrist_atlanta March 20 2006, 00:34:30 UTC

I wanted to die last January. Hindsight being 20/20, I'm glad I didn't. You know my dirty secrets. *hug* Even with what I've done and what's been done to me, I'm still alive.

I hope you live too.

never get out of this life alive allergeist March 20 2006, 07:11:31 UTC

i was worried about you earlier, and i still am. the benicia police department really did a number on you, and your doorway.

you had no right to be arrested and put in jail over night for things that had NOTHING to do with you, and i know this has been haunting you. youre luck in that situation was horrible at best, and it reminds me of a conversation we had about hank williams. i forgot the line in the song, but it had to do with bad luck being the only kind of luck he seeme to have. youre battle is a personal one, one that can only be sorted out in your own head. the negative thought may seem to be the only real ones, but there is more thats why youve gotta keep on writing...keep on creating....keep on loving...and keep touching people and making them smile

even if livejournal is the only tangeable evidence of this, at least you know there are many people out there who care for you and your wellbeing.

katie, please dont loose hope, and more importantly please dont stop living. the sun will shine on your back door someday

batkisses March 20 2006, 09:45:46 UTC

You have every right to be paranoid, hell I think I would be too if that shit happened to me.

But try not to lose hope, you have many friends who love and care what happens to you. *Hugs* We loves Katie.

serpent_star March 20 2006, 19:58:51 UTC

I called Kaiser to schedule an emergency psychiatry appointment and apparently no one works on the weekends. Fuckers. Because no one has problems on the weekends.

I hate the kaiser mental department for that. And once I got someone who was good enough to schedule me an emergency appointment, but then I was unable to make it because of school and the dumbasses who answered the phone would not let me make another one (incidently upsetting me even more). That was a terrible experience.