[Fic] Only You, PG, Chap 6
Title : Only You
Author :
nichiya
Fandom : NEWS
Pairing : RyoTego, RyoShige, TegoPi
Rating : PG
Genre : AU Romance
A/N : my first time posting in LJ community and it’s also my first long BL fanfic, so excuse me if it sucks, and please excuse my limited English too T_T and oh, it's inspired from Ai Nante <33
once again thanx to snowy_yuki for beta reading <33
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Chapter 6
Tegoshi Yuya almost couldn’t believe the person he least expected to call would call him that night. He didn’t speak any words as he was busy gasping air to breath.
Why hearing his voice already make me breathless?
"Tegonyan, are you there?" asked Ryo from the other line, a bit worried since he didn’t get any replies from Tegoshi.
"H-hai … I’m here." Tegoshi finally replied him, still feeling nervous.
"Ohisashiburi."
Didn’t we just meet couple hours ago? But yeah, we didn’t talk at all to each other. I miss your voice, Ryotan!
"Yes, it’s been a while."
"I was surprised to see you today. You look fine."
"You look fine as well."
Ok, I lied, you looked more gorgeous than ever!
"I just want to say happy birthday. I didn’t have a chance before."
"Ahh, arigatou gozaimasu!"
"You didn’t wish me birthday last week."
"Oh, I’m sorry! I wanted to call you but I was scared that you … probably hate me."
"It’s not a good excuse, Tegonyan! You know well, I can’t ever hate you!"
"Ryotan, I’m so sorry! I don’t know what I was thinking when I asked for a break up."
"It’s ok, maybe I’m not a good boyfriend for you."
"You are the best, Ryotan!"
"Then why you wanted the break up?"
"I-I don’t know … I was selfish, I wanted you to be always beside me, but you are always busy with your work, even on weekends!"
"I can’t help it! It’s the job I have to deal with! Beside when I wasn’t able to be with you, why on earth you flirted with Masuda?"
"Ryotan, Massu is just a friend! Nothing more!"
"Ok ok stop here! We are no longer together, why we fight again over the same things again?"
Silent. Ryo could hear a sobbing sound in the other line. Tegoshi couldn’t hold back his tears anymore. He hated when they were fighting. The continuous fights that made him blurted the break-up words. The words he regretted ever since he said it.
"Tegonyan? Daijoubu? I’m sorry okay?" Ryo lowered his voice.
"It’s ok, Ryotan! It was my fault. But believe me, Massu is just a friend. I just played with him when you couldn’t." explained Tegoshi between his sobs.
"Yeah, I was just being jealous, I’m sorry! Don’t cry ok?"
Tegoshi let out a long sigh, he wiped his tears with his own hand. Hearing Ryo’s comfort made his hope raised up again.
"Ryotan, what if … what if I changed? I will try not being selfish anymore. I will try to accept your work. I-I will try to be a better person for you."
"Ack, it’s just too late. I’m with Shige right now and you are with Yamashita. We can’t just hurt anyone for our selfishness, right?"
"But I still love you, Ryotan! And I know you still feel the same way, right?"
"I can’t deny that, but I told you it’s already too late, Tegoshi!"
Tegoshi? Where’s the nickname you gave me, Ryotan?
"I’m sorry I think I can’t call you Tegonyan anymore. You should stop calling me Ryotan too. I don’t want Shige to get suspicious."
Shige this … Shige that … is he that important to you?
"Do you really love Shige?" asked Tegoshi slowly with shaky voice.
Ryo didn’t answer right away, the few moment of silence really made Tegoshi nervous. He was afraid to hear Ryo’s answer.
"I’m not sure yet, but I can’t leave him, Tegoshi."
"Whyyyy?" Tegoshi whined in despair.
"I can’t tell you, but I have to be with Shige right now."
"It’s not fair! I can’t give you up if you won’t tell me the reason!"
"I JUST CAN’T!" snapped Ryo caused Tegoshi to jump a little out of shock. Ryo never yelled at him before no matter how selfish and childish Tegoshi was.
Ryo had changed. Shige changed him.
"Tegoshi?" Ryo called out. "Tegoshi?!"
Panic was evident in his voice. He just raised his voiced to Tegoshi. The thing he never did before because he knew that no one yelled at his previous boyfriend. The younger one was just loved too much by everyone around.
"Tegoshi listen, I’m sorry for yelling at you okay? I didn’t mean it," said Ryo with soft voice.
"It’s ok, Ni-Nishikido-kun."
"Good boy! That’s a good start. Oh wait, Shige is on waiting call. Tegoshi, do me a favor?"
"Y-Yes?"
"Be happy with Yamashita. He’s a nice guy. I’m sure he’s better than me."
"Fine, Nishikido-kun," replied Tegoshi in tired tone.
"Oyasumi, bai bai!"
Ryo disconnected the line even before Tegoshi replied his goodbye. Tegoshi threw his phone on his bed. Tears continuously fell down from his eyes. He lost. He couldn’t win Ryo’s heart again.
Sayonara Ryotan.
***
The next morning, Tegoshi opened his eyes slowly. But the first thing he saw was another pair of eyes looking passionately at him. Tegoshi blinked. He couldn’t believe his own eyes and screamed, "UWAAAA!"
"Ohayou, Tegochin!" smiled Yamapi. He leaned forward and Tegoshi closed his eyes in reflect. But instead kissing his lips Yamapi gave him a soft kiss on his forehead.
"Ya-Yamashita-kun?? How did you get in?" asked Tegoshi after he opened his eyes again, obviously shocked and confused.
"Tsk, I told you call me Yamapi. We are lovers now, aren’t we? If you keep calling me in formal way, I will feel very lonely," pouted Yamapi totally ignoring Tegoshi’s question.
"How did you get in?" repeated Tegoshi again.
He felt so uncomfortable having Yamapi sitting in his bed and starring at him. He was relieved that he was still wearing the same full clothes. After hours of crying, Tegoshi felt so tired to change his clothes and simply threw his head on the pillow and slept. But hey, it’s almost winter! Even if he changed, he would wear pajamas. He rarely being naked while sleeping. It was Ryo who had that habit.
"I’m just lucky I guess," winked Yamapi.
"No, seriously! Please tell me!" begged Tegoshi. He was someway scared of Yamapi’s mysterious behavior.
"Call me Pi-chan first!" teased Yamapi.
"Ehhh?"
"You want me to tell you how did I get in or not?"
"Pi-cha~aaann. Are you happy? Now tell me!"
"Very happy! Ok ok, here’s the story … I planned to pick you up for school but I just realized that I didn’t know which floor and number of your room! I called Shige and he didn’t know either. So I just waited in front of the gate until a lady came out and asked who I was looking for. She’s the landlord and she pitied me for waiting outside in the middle of cold breeze. Then she let me in and told me where you live. But once I stepped in front of your door, it’s locked. I tried calling you but you didn’t answer."
"I turned it off last night."
"Well, since I don’t know how to contact you. I just sat in front of your room until you awake and open the door."
"You did that?" Tegoshi blushed. He just couldn’t believe Yamapi would do such thing for him.
"Yeah, but not for long, lucky me! I met the same lady and she asked why I sat in the floor. I explained the situation and she opened the door for me. I told her that I’m your cousin from out of town," continued Yamapi with a huge grin on his face.
"Wow!" Tegoshi was just lost on his own world. He was scared how Yamapi could take advantage of his charming self, effectively and efficiently, just as simple like that.
"She asked for my phone number, you know!"
Damn you, old hag bitch!
"And you give it to her?" Tegoshi raised up his tone without he realized it.
"Aww, someone is jealous!"
"I’m not!" denied Tegoshi with a red face.
Ah shit! Why I feel jealous? Am I falling for him already?
"Nah, I didn’t give her my number. I have a high taste, you know? Beside I already have you. I don’t need anyone else."
"Honestly speaking, I don’t need present, having you beside me is enough. You are the best gift God ever give me."
Ack, why Ryotan’s words are suddenly appeared in my head?
Tegoshi looked into Yamapi’s eyes and he saw sincerity in his eyes. He felt guilty. He knew it would be difficult to forget Ryo. But Yamapi was so sweet, nice, kind, sexy, hot and the list go on. He should be thankful someone like Yamapi loved him that way.
"A-Arigatou Pi-chan. I will try my very best to return your feeling to me."
"I will wait Tegochin, itsumademo!"
For the time, Tegoshi made the first move. He spread both of his hands and hugged Yamapi tightly as if he never wanted to let him go. Yamapi was surprised with the sudden action but he was over the moon that finally Tegoshi made the first move. He brushed Tegoshi’s hair affectionately.
"Ne, I think I need to change my door’s key," said Tegoshi randomly after he released his hands from Yamapi.
"Good idea, but you will give me the duplicate key, right?" Yamapi’s reply caused Tegoshi to blush once again.
"Mou, stop the teasing will you?"
"Ne Tegochin …"
"Uhm?"
"Do you know how you look when you are sleeping?"
"Ehh? I don’t know! Did I snore or drool?" panicked Tegoshi.
"Baka! Even if you did those things, I don’t care! I just want to say you look like an angel while you were sleeping."
"Ohayou, my sweet angel of mine!"
No no no! Why I have Ryotan in my head again?
"Uhm, Pi-chan I have to get ready. My class will start in an hour." Tegoshi suddenly changed the topic. Yappari, forgetting Ryo wasn’t easy at all. He got up from the bed and went to the bathroom.
"Okay, I will wait here." Yamapi replied and made himself comfortable on Tegoshi's bed.
Yamapi watched Tegoshi’s back as he went inside the bathroom. He sighed. He knew it would take time to win Tegoshi’s heart. But he would wait no matter how long until Tegoshi returned his love with all his heart.
***
TBC
sowryyy for the slow update T_T been busy with work and my pc at home was broken so i couldn't update for weeks T_T lame excuse i know! hope everyone still want to read this fic. sorry no nishikato in this chapter, hopefully in next chapter *get bricked by
snowy_yuki* also sorry for the slow plot, i have the ending drawing in my head, but the process to the ending is kinda stuck to write off T_T and yeah, the first part of this chapter is killing me, i'm sorry ryotego fans *bows*