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[nicholas8681]

Not much going on. I miss Jenn. Its odd to feel this way about someone again. I didn't think I would. I'm terrified of losing it all, of having my heart shattered again. I swear if this one doesn't work out, I'm giving up, no more looking or trying. But as of now, so far so good, she hasn't even made me question anything, or suspect anything. And I

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[seirra81]

Eddie, I hope you know I feel the same way. I'm scared too that something is going to happen and I'm going to lose you. I just keep waiting for the bomb to drop. But so far, so good. I have no nightmares of junky cars and fried chicken, and that's a really good sign. And I haven't felt this way for someone in years. It scares me that I could have messed up and gotten married and not really have loved them.

How you got all that from SATC is a little baffling, but oh well. I also get strange lessons from that show.