leaving work now. busy busy week. full of a few anxiety attacks! yay! i don't understand...i never thought i was one to crack under pressure, but the stress of everything has been getting to me lately. i think i need a shrink or something. why can't i deal? not fun. anyway, time to drive home and make myself go to sleep at a decent hour... ( Read more... )

alright. so i signed up to work nights for the 135 hrs of clinical i have to do for my final semester. What is wrong with me? I figured that since I'd be working nights on the bone marrow transplant unit after graduation, I might as well give this a shot. Right? well, i still have class a couple days a week, meetings to attend, assignments, ( Read more... )

i have a sinus infection now. there's nothing worse than waking up in the wee hours of the AM shivering and aching and delirious. trying to stumble downstairs to get some water and coughing up gross things. yes, i know i'm graphic. anyway ( Read more... )

i just want to say congrats to myself on week one of weight watchers. i lost 5 lbs! I shant be ashamed and say that I weighed 180 to begin with. (that actually was tough to type). my goal is to lose 40 lbs this year. it is SO doable. i rewarded myself with a shopping spree at target where i bought about half of the new proenza schouler line ( Read more... )

i guess thats just the word to describe me right now. not so much in myself either. i don't like getting fired up about something and having it kind of crash and burn. when i promote and try to sell things for an organization and not myself, i can't help but take it personally when people don't buy it. i guess i'm just in one of those moods bc ( Read more... )

don't you hate when you get the "hey how are you?" and then mid-sentence they cut off and say "god you look tired, even more than usual." wow. i knew i felt tired but i guess i didn't look in the mirror enough this morning to notice. or rather i just didn't get enough sleep. busy busy week, in preparation for even busier week coming up. eek ( Read more... )

its about time for me to leave work, and thank goodness it was not too busy today. i miss my someone special. i have so much to do!!! whats new ( Read more... )

feet hurt, but i love my job. all the hard work i put into things is worth it, esp. when its appreciated. and i guess it would be ok if it weren't at least bc i'd know that i did a good job ( Read more... )

the setting: my aunt sits down with her last group of the day during an 8 hr workshop for her job.

my aunt (plops down in her seat): I'm waning.
girl sitting beside her: i'm shaniqua

but its not the real thing. great. i am also going by Walmart to see if i can get a free vision screening bc i have been getting serious headaches everyday. maybe i'll end up with glasses. not too concerned with that, just want the headaches to go away ( Read more... )