well more shit is finally starting to make sense on why things happen the way they do. have no control over certain situations so i gotta say fuck it. people lie about things going onin their lives.... i have to deal with it. people say things suck and wont show me but how quick the truth comes out, on why i wasnt able to view certain things. FUCK ( Read more... )

Hate is nothing new ( Read more... )

well i ahd a long talkw ith whit last ngiht and my life got a bit brighter thanks to that. we have decided on a way for us to become friends and not be weird about it. we have to do things in our own weird way but all will be well.

talk about a shitty day at work

ok anyone that knows me knows i have a hard time making friends and being able to trust anyone. I have my own way of looking at life and for the last 2 years i have had someone to look through these eyes with me, whitney. We all know that ended this weekend. im am not how i thought i would be about it, i actually believe for the first time other ( Read more... )

Last night/ this morning something major happened in my life ( Read more... )

okay well i have been pretty down lately as a few of my friends now but not many, and i have my reasons. once again nothing is working in my fucking life the way i had planned it of course. though one thing cool has happened i finally bought a truck a ford ranger 2000 so im excited about that ( Read more... )

Well my world is changing around me quicker than i can take it all in. some change is good some is bad and some i have no idea what the fuck it is. Work is kicking my ass lately just so much to do and u would think 11 hours would be enough to get it done, its not ( Read more... )

Just a castaway ( Read more... )

yay i got cool ass gifts from whitney.
1. the first coal chamber cd
2. the new children of bodom disk
3. the hellsing dvd vol. 2
4. the hellsing dvd vol. 3
5. a fucking killer fullmetal alchemist dvd
6. tatto gift certificate

i gto a 200 disk cd case from moms and dad, some pants, new boots, socks, boxers, beef jerky, and some other coolio shit :)

SHIT IS ABOUT TO GET REALLL FUCKING UGLY

AND YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE