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May 19, 2005 20:00

What the fuck is wrong with people?! goddammit all! why the fuck do people take things as they see it? why are they so easily dissuaded? why does she believe that's the way I am? that I just "check" girls off my list after they say no? after knowing me for 7 months how can she see it that way? am I really like that? do I just check girls off the ( Read more... )

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happynikki May 20 2005, 01:19:41 UTC
I WILL NEVER LET GO! AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU!!..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING!!!

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insanesarah May 20 2005, 01:40:06 UTC
NICK!!!!!!!
i could NEVA let go either
I LUV U NICK A LOT A LOT A LOT
and no matter wat u'd do i alwayz will...
i fucken promise u dat
goddamnit nick!!! dont do anything
i mean then it'd b all my fault
COMPLETLY all my fault
and i'd neva 4give myself EVA
and id kill myself as soon as i heard u would
cuz it'd b all my fault
plus i m juss lookin fer reasonz too now anywayz
itz not like i like livin this life
i know this whole situation iz confusin
but i HAFTA hold on nick!!!
nick! ur fucken scarin me!
ur NOT fake...
nick GODDAMNIT dont fucken do it!
and u will NEVA lose me as a friend
NEVA NEVA NEVA
even if u'd try
and i know itz not u 2 say dat
but u sed it so wtf wuz i supposed to think?
NICK
i LUV YOU
honest 2 fucken god
dont do anythin stoopid cuz of me
i m not fucken worth it
at all
at all
at all

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happynikki May 20 2005, 02:16:22 UTC
sarah is right..we need you here!!..pleas don't do anything stupid..nick if you left then sarah would leave then i would leave..nick people do care about you!!..Much, Much, Much Love
~Nikki~

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insanesarah May 20 2005, 02:34:54 UTC
c? wether u realize it er not we r all connected through suicide. remeber wen we were talkin about chain reactionz? well this iz one. and who know who nikki's suicide would set off...and other people cuz of mine n yers...itz juss NOT worth it! juss fucken listen 2 us...pleaz pleaz pleaz

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you're worth it! mollyeh13 May 20 2005, 16:42:52 UTC
hey now,
don't talk like that...jus because one person thinks that doesnt mean everyone does...keep holding on...things will get better!
te quiero...molly!

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