Comments | nickboy: sense of doubt

nickboy

sense of doubt

Mar 01, 2004 04:27

I'm on the worst schedule in the world again. I guess that comes from having nothing burning in the back of my brain saying "YOU MUST GO TO BED RIGHT THIS SECOND OR YOU WILL NOT GET ENOUGH SLEEP BECAUSE YOU MUST WAKE UP NO LATER THAN THIS TIME TOMORROW MORNING" in combination with adhering to the mostly nocturnal stylings of my only two human ( Read more... )

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Sarah solutions bif_and_sarah March 1 2004, 12:11:18 UTC

I say eat the snack cake, take a deep breath, and reeeeeeeeeeeelax- Mr. The World Is Crashing Down Around Me And I Will Surely Be Crushed To Death By The Debris If I Don't Figure Everything Out In The Next Five Minutes ( ... )

Neuköln catalina_voice March 1 2004, 15:07:44 UTC

I am having a similar experience with my writing, though I have a couple more decades of not finishing things to account for. Interesting to read someone else's process.

(I don't consider that my friendship with S or Brandy precludes being friends with you, and, contrary to what has been claimed elsewhere, I have not attacked you or your relationship; but if you'd prefer I remove you from my friends' list, I will. Let me know.)

Re: Neuköln nickboy March 1 2004, 17:37:41 UTC

The reason I took you off my friends list is not because you remain friends with S and Brandy - as evidenced by the fact that I didn't remove Abby or Jon. (Or, God, Ashley, which I would never do.) I took you off because I was choosing to remove that whole situation (which I knew I had never had the power to make better and never would have the power to make better) from my life, and because you disappointed me. We don't really know each other and so most of my opinion about you has always been speculative based on the bits I get here or there, from your posts and your comments and from other people who know you better. I'm not angry at you, my opinion of you just changed based on learning more, or what seemed to be learning more. I wouldn't have pegged you to participate so wholeheartedly in that public dramarama, and I wouldn't have pegged you to make backseat psychoanalyses of people you know virtually nothing about other than what an angry person has told you firsthand. But you did and I accept that - I just don't have any use for ( ... )

It's an odd thing... catalina_voice March 1 2004, 18:28:26 UTC

... that my stating an observation to Brandy on LJ is "participating in a public dramarama" while your stating yours to me is not. I feel sad that I "disappointed" you, but I have no apology to offer. I stand by my view that my "backseat psychoanalyses" were in fact one simple observation based on what I witnessed between Saul & Brandy. (In fact, it was Saul's "public" statements on her journal that were the most convincing.) I still consider the beyond-friendly-roommates intimacy between Saul & Sarah, and how this affected Brandy, to be obvious and undeniable, but then there is of course no underestimating what people will deny ( ... )

kid- bif_and_sarah March 2 2004, 07:12:52 UTC

i think that we're both interested in hearing about your character sketches, so you should come over at some point this week and tell us about them. also- sarah gets lonely when i'm at work (who could blame her? haha), so you should come over and give my bff some lovings.

-saul

Re: kid- nickboy March 2 2004, 09:54:54 UTC

I certainly can't blame her! *I* get lonely when you're at work. Also, I would love nothing more than to give your bff some lovings. Mrrroowrr. Um, heh. Nice, sweet lovings. Yes. Headpats. Innocent stuff like that.

Also, aww, do you really wanna hear about 'em? That makes me smile. You're sweet.