I just finished a really amazing child observation paper about a child i never observed. I've gotta do one more paper and take one more test and then i'll be totally done with school for the sememster. it rules. especially since i've got four days to do it in. yeah ( Read more... )

all of your problems are so important to you. they consume your head. and you forget that the same all consuming thing that happens in your brain goes on in everybody elses too. sometimes i think when something is terribly wrong w/me, i forget that it's totally normal. and i talkt o so many people and so many people tell me so many things about ( Read more... )

i'm at brian's computer..cuz like i said, mine's toying w/me. morgan and brian aren't here ( Read more... )

last night i was having a conversation and i realized that our minds do stuff that we dont' even know about. the one thing that makes us who we are, our brains, do stuff that we can't even control. OH MY GOD WHAT ARE WE ( Read more... )

zoe is the most beautiful animal i have ever seen. i can not even begin to believe that i am lucky enough to get see her in one week. i'm not sure if i'm worthy. ZOE

i have no reason to update my journal. I'm not really doing anything. If this was a normal tuesday I'd be at work and then i'd be moderately busy. Actually, I'd probably be reading a book and justifying it with the fact that i'm getting paid to just sit here and read books and then getting paid is being productive ( Read more... )

"What's a journal?"
-some place you put your thoughts?
"What does courtney call pooping?"
-thinking
"So a poop would be a thought, and toilet paper would be a journal.And where do you keep journals?"
-in the library
"So therefore the toilet would be the thinking man's library"

so up realizing that i'm abslutely not even close to being the person that i wanted to be, and i actually thought that i could do it i pretty much just feel like shit ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say that w/my last entry i still understand that there is a difference between standing up for yourself and being a complete asshole. my goal is to figure out the balance between letting myself get walked all over and being mean.

for some reason i've convinced myself that i need to censor myself so i don't hurt other people's feelings, but i just wind up feeling like an idiot for not standing up for myself and that's just lame ( Read more... )