DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:High
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im such a loser - my life is so boring and since all i do is work, it doesnt exactly help to make my life unboring or at least give myself some sort of social life ( Read more... )

attempt to sleep, to just have to get up when i finally do fall asleep to just go into the city for work, and come home to have another shitty, worthless day ( Read more... )

i dont really write anymore since i have nothing to really write about - i dont do anything but go to work 6 days a week, and i even worked today on my day off since jason asked me to help him out with it being a request/speciality weekend... i just think of it as more money (not much more, but more nonetheless) and well i didnt have anything else ( Read more... )

didnt go to aerosmith since they cancelled and rescheduled it - of course not for another sunday, but next wednesday...one thing that wouldve been fun to do ( Read more... )

I am such a fat, ugly loser whore.

That's all I've ever been and that's all I'll ever be.

so christine said to me today, "Tom asked me ( Tom's the V.P. of programming at ABC Radio so he's the boss of everyone basically at the station, except Mitch since he's the President of ABC Radio) if I had a car up here? And I said no, it's at my father's palce in Florida... and he said, Oh because there are some concerts on Sunday night down at ( Read more... )

as you can see by my subject heading, that would be a reason that i have not updated for a few days. i should also mention that this past weekend involved going out after work and bar-hopping in the city on fri and sat nites and not getting to my car until the early morning hours, much too much alcohol (and yes i was good both nights! i only had ( Read more... )

this entire shift seemed to just be a really long, boring night. i had to watch friends since christine wanted to see how it ended -- it was really lame... she even agreed with me - the only part that i liked was that chandler and monica had twins - they were so shocked and happy so that was cool.... but the rest of this shift sucked - and they ( Read more... )

so i had been writing an entry and well, lets just say that i lost it because the computer froze and its gone...

ill just rewrite it tomorrow....