So because of the fight between me and my cousin last night, I was in a HORRIBLE mood all day. I felt so depressed. My mom's boyfriend is here from Winnipeg and I hate him with a burning passion. He sits in the living room all day so I can't watch tv in my own house (my sister's usually watching tv in the basement). So instead I have to sit on the ( Read more... )

So I feel like a piece of crap. It all started with me snacking all day basically (on foods that weren't as healthy as they should have been). So now I feel like a huge fatty...that automatically put me in a bad mood. Then my friends asked if I wanted to go to the beach with them tonight, which I did. And it was fun...all except our one "friend" ( Read more... )

So I'm going swimming today with my cousin...I'm really nervous cuz I'm wearing that new bathing suit (only because I don't want the tan lines my other bathing suit gives me). I'm gunna look like a whale next to my cousin. She's sooo skinny...she's pretty muscular too. Even though I'm down 1 pound I'm not looking forward to this at all. I have the ( Read more... )

So tonight I subjected myself to the torture of Oreos...I ate one so my best friend wouldn't think something was up. We are kind of in love with Oreos and peanut butter(although I can't eat them anymore obviously) so I couldn't just be like "no I'm good...I'll just sit here and watch you eat". I'm so mad at myself...I'm gunna do 100 crunches(maybe ( Read more... )

Who ever thought of chew and spit is a genious. I mean seriously...you get the taste that you crave without the fat, sugar, and calories. On top of it all it even fills you up because of the water that you drink after (I don't know if everyone drinks water after). Just having the taste of the food fills me up too because having the craving makes me ( Read more... )

I hate myself for getting this way...it's driving me crazy!! I'm doing just fine and finally losing weight with barely eating anything and then pow! I start eating way too much for my liking and it feels like I can't do anything about it. I was doing perfectly fine only eating a banana and maybe some salad all day for days straight...I wasn't even ( Read more... )