So I can't stop thinking about Jessie and what Holly told me that Brian said. I don't understand, I should've listened to my reading when I got it done. I'm not about to live my life by what some stupid cards say. I guess they can be right sometimes. Anyway, I'm sitting in my 1st hour computer lab and staying here for 2nd hour too because I don't ( Read more... )

Well, I guess to Jessie we aren't together, we're just fuck buddies. Wow, he treats me like a princess and acts like we're together when we're around other people. We even had this deep conversation about me getting involved with him with all his baby mama drama. How could I have been so stupid? Oh well, I'm glad I did what I did today. I was going ( Read more... )

Friday I hung out with Jessie and them for a while. Ended up going to the park and chillen for a bit. Saturday I went to a baby shower for David's sister, Keily, and hung out with Jessie. Ended up getting pulled over by Children's Village around 11. It seems like I always get pulled over around 11 at night. Jessie was driving, I didn't have my seat ( Read more... )

So I just called the Michigan Court Services to see what colors and numbers had to come in to get tested. Well my color is red and that is what they said on the phone...I can't go anywhere to get tested now. I am going to be in so much shit...damnit. Oh well, I'll go in first thing tomorrow morning if they're open. I think I'm having a heart attack ( Read more... )

Tonight I hung out with Jessie, Red, and that whole crew. I ended up getting home 10 minutes late for the court ordered curfew of 11. I still have been having a hard time getting a hold of Shantal because she's always gone and for some reason never calls me back when I call her. I don't know what her deal is right now. Anyway, I was suppost to call ( Read more... )

So I decided I didn't want to go to 2nd hour so I stayed in the computer lab. I hope nobody catches me! Anyway, yesterday I hung out with Kim, Jessie's Mom, Red, and some other people. I also went baby shopping for Kiley's baby shower on Saturday and got her a breast pump along with a cute little toy for the baby. Kim recommended that I get a ( Read more... )

Today I got to drive to school so I left early and drove over to Jessie's house. Turns out he wasn't there and never came home last night. His Mom doesn't know where he is either. So I went over to his God Mom's house to see if he was there and they hadn't seen him either. I hope he's not out fucking other girls. So I chilled there for a little bit ( Read more... )

So I have court today and I'm going to be there right when it opens so I can get in and get it over with. I really don't want to go to school afterwards so hopefully my Mom doesn't make me. Yesterday I hung out with Shantal, Danielle, Melissa, Magda and Danielle's Mom. Danielle is getting so big, it's crazy! That baby's going to be popping out real ( Read more... )

So nothing new or exciting going on here... On Friday I hung out with Jessie for a while, then Shantal came and picked me up and we went over to this guy named Dan's trailer. He hadn't paid the heat bill so it was freezing in there the whole night. A bunch of people were over there too. On Saturday I got into a huge fight with my Dad because I wasn ( Read more... )

So I left an hour early today because I didn't feel good and I was also so tired that I could barely keep my eyes open or stand up. Shantal was suppost to hang out with me but no she goes over to Danielle's instead, stupid bitch. Oh well, hopefully we'll hang out here in a little bit. I haven't seen or talked to Jessie in almost 2 days, it sux so ( Read more... )