everything is good now. i've gotten over everything. i'm so excited about thanksgiving in a couple days. eeeeee!

i've got a 8-10 page rough draft due at 2 p.m. and then i can go home.

i feel sick to my stomach. i took 4 tylenol pm's but i still can't sleep. the monsters come to get me when i lie in bed with the lights off. they whisper things in my ears and make me soak my pillow.

i'm sooo tired, but i just stare into the blackness of my room. everything hits as i attempt to sleep. i guess i'll just sit at my computer for a while and try again later.

things have been bad between sara and i for the last month. i've been unsure about our relationship and if i wanted to be in a relationship. we talked a bunch saturday night and i thought things were finally worked out. i suddenly felt so good about everything. when i went to sleep on saturday night, i felt better about things than i had in ( Read more... )

i wrote a really long post about my life and how things are going and stuff and when i hit send, it said "cannot find server". i clicked back, but it was gone. oh well. i might try again sometime. hit me with some comments to remind me how much you love me.

i went down to see sara at her dad's house on wednesday evening and returned this afternoon. we had a lot of fun, of course. we exchanged christmas gifts. she got me 10 super awesome old vinyl records i've been wanting (see below), boxers, a keychain, and she took me out to eat twice while i was visiting. i got her the bjork music videos DVD, ( Read more... )

i'm still alive. i have a great girlfriend now. her name is sara. sara is from ft. worth and she goes to university of north texas in denton, texas. i have one more test tomorrow and this semester will be finished. i'm still working at the distribution center on saturdays and sundays and i'm going to be working some extra days over the break ( Read more... )

Okay. In response to the comments in my last entry about my lack of posting....here is a post ( Read more... )

i'm lonely. this happens on sunday nights. i'm usually pretty lazy on sundays after i get home from church and i think that is why. when i don't have anything going on, i realize that i'm kind of lonely and want a girl. i'll just lay here and listen to my record player...alone ( Read more... )

Tuesday - I saw Elefant and Ambulance LTD at Trees in Dallas ( Read more... )