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I applied online today and hope to hear something form them. it would be nice to get a job there. they offer part time and well they have a posting on hotjobs.com ( Read more... )

i seriously hope that my breastfeeding will help me not get pregnant rt now.... im getting so nervous over the sex we had on xmas eve.... bc the day before i forgot to take the micronor at 1130am. i was suppose to grab it on the way out the door when we left for church but i was nursing and we were trying to get out the door. so i forgot and we ( Read more... )

i have this new thought for myself and well i think that i should explore my interest in photography. i mean i really love it ... i am thinking that if the bank of the west job never happens that i might pursue a career at picture people or a job at a photography studio.. i am really ready to explore this interest and learn a lot about all the ( Read more... )

eric quit his job it is all drama and well he and i are just sick of it all. he has been home and unemployed since friday and it has been nice to get a stress free eric at home to help me ... it made me think of what it will be like as retired lovers in our old ages... we dont want to kill each other ... a good sign ( Read more... )

i dont share these thoughts with many( ok anyone) but i cnat help but feel scared. i know that eric is anxious to have my body back with his.. mainly bc my shape is back and well we can bump uglies without the round belly in the way or kicking at akward times.. im scared to try it for the first time again. i mean the first time i had elijah i knew ( Read more... )

okay so lesson learned dont try and use a size one diaper on a newborn baby ... i did nad all i go in return was a poopy juice blast all over me baby ethan and the breast pillow. hahahahaha

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this is the dirty truth and only now that im not prego and weigh a ton can i say it ( Read more... )

to shari's... and i ordered the yummiest belgian waffles with whipped cream and strawberries oh and eggs and ham... yummm yumm yummmm.. at like 1230am... lol ( Read more... )

i feel like i woke up and everything in my life was thrashed like a house that gets ranshacked and i m trying to put it all back in order. i mean that in a non chaotic way but since ive given birth i feel like i am trying to gather myself and my kids back to what they were but cant.. elijah has changed in many ways.. it freaks me out. it happened ( Read more... )