Tonight I am not as anxious as I was this morning but I am definitely still distraught. Life is definitely not as fun when you are single and broken hearted (haha I sound like such a high school girl). So I realized that it was a mistake to rebound so soon because it just made me feel more shitty. I'm just going to take a break from guys to focus ( Read more... )

It is the second day, first morning, with live journal. It is also the first morning being single! I am really anxious about it at the moment. You know, having those feelings of second guessing my decisions in the past few days. My thoughts at the moment are:
- Did I really make the right decision?
- I lost something I really enjoyed
- I was asking ( Read more... )

I just got out of a relationship with this guy who is a closet case. I really really liked him, he was nice and so fucking hot. He played hockey! It was a dream come true. But he never could see me so I would get so anxious about our relationship (because he is so hot). I got way too emotionally invested that I convinced myself that I was in love ( Read more... )

So this is my first blog!

I have been having a fairly hard time. A few things about me.
- I'm a 17 year old guy
- Gay
- I live in suburbia

I will update soon! But right now I don't have time to write a full blown blog BUT i will tonight.