And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you

[nickolas_carter]

Late Saturday afternoon in Edmonton we both did something we swore we would never do again. I was convinced that it simply wasn't going to happen, and if somehow it did, it wouldn't be for a really long time. We proved each other wrong, though, and we did it together. That somehow makes it feel even more right, adds just a little bit more to the

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[h_christensen]

It is really great to finally have you on my friends list. This should have happened a long time ago :[

[nickolas_carter]

It really should have. Brian mentioned something about your last post so I went to check it out, and then I was like, "I really should add him." So I did.

[h_christensen]

New friends rock my socks. Now I have to work on the rest of the boyband community. Four years ago I had everyone added. Hahah but I suppose that was four years ago. :[

[nickolas_carter]

Ahaha I remember that. God that was such a long time ago. It's kinda sad that we can even say there was a four years ago.

[ejohnson]

God. Everything about it was beautiful. Everything about you and I accomplishing the impossible together meant the world to me. It was amazing and beautiful and you were gorgeous and my heart might have burst a lot from all the happiness I felt at that moment, and even all the happiness I feel now.

Nick, I couldn't ask for a better man to stand at my side, a more beautiful man to fall asleep with and wake up to, or someone that completes me as much as you do. You are everything I have ever wanted in a forever, and everything I didn't realize I needed in an always.

I love you. And somehow, as important as those three words are, they don't even cover how I feel for you.

[nickolas_carter]

It means the world to me, too. There have been countless times where I've felt like I could burst, and it's really not a bad feeling at all.

God I love you, too. If there was a stronger way of saying it, I would.

[jesse_mccartney]

I'm amazingly happy for you guys.

Merry Christmas, Nick.

[nickolas_carter]

Thank you.

I hope you have a great one, Jesse.

[williams_m]

I'm still wondering why you never said a word to me about it.

[nickolas_carter]

Because I was being a chicken shit with you like I was with everyone else. I was going to tell you the last time we talked, but it just wouldn't come out. I know it looks bad, but I wasn't purposely not telling you. There's probably a list of excuses I could give that probably wouldn't help. I'm sorry, though, if that means anything. I really did want to share it with you.

[williams_m]

Okay.

[brianlittrell]

You were always a big chicken.

No, really. I'm just really happy for you. When you told me about it all I must admit it was a big rush of knowledge. But you seemed excited and happy. There is no way I wasn't going to be there for you. I wanted to do something special because I know out of everyone you'd be worried I wouldn't be happy for you. It was my way of saying I am and that I want the best for you.

I'm just glad it all went well and that it was the special day you deserved. You deserve to feel complete.

Merry Christmas, Nick. You have a great one and we'll talk soon.

[nickolas_carter]

Sigh, I know.

Thank you again, for the 345309834985th time now. I'll stop saying it eventually, I promise.

You deserve to feel that, too.

Merry Christmas, Brian. I love you.

[brianlittrell]

You don't need to say it as much as you have been. I was more than happy to be there for you. I'm glad I shared your special day.

I think I'm getting there, so thank you.

I love you, too.