it's hard to say it, time to say it
Wow. This is a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. But this has been a long time coming, and anyone close to me and/or Nick has probably noticed that. I don’t want this to be some long winded thing, so I’m going to try to keep it as short as possible.
I’ve been here such a long time that I don’t even know where to start. I’ve been in a rut for a while now, the desire to keep playing fading in and out, and then finally it faded out without any sign of coming back. It wouldn’t be very fair to keep hanging on to this if my heart isn’t really in it because there is probably someone else out there who could do a million times better than I have been. So, this is me bowing out gracefully and letting someone else have their shot. I’m keeping this journal, of course, because it’s my baby and there’s no way in hell I could give it to someone else. I can’t see why anyone would want to take it over anyway.
I have had the pleasure of making a few very close friends because of this place, and I’ll always be grateful for that. I have to say thank you to everyone that has made this fun for me over the years, especially the other Boys, Eric, Maggie even though she’s gone now, Michelle (both of them), Aaron... Every single bit of it has been appreciated and probably won't be forgotten for a long time to come.
Anyway. I guess it’s a given that I want to pick the next Nick, so if anyone wants the part or knows someone that does, email me at notfrack@yahoo.com and I’ll get back to you asap. And who knows, maybe I will end up in that long line of people that leave only to come back not long after. We’ll just have to wait and see. If, for some reason, anyone wants to know where else they might be able to find me, drop me an email and I’ll tell you.
Take it easy, everyone.