I keep putting too much time in between real updates, and I get to the point where I couldn't care less if I ever posted again. That can't be good, can it? Oh well ( Read more... )

Well that was nice and dramatic. Personally, I would say that I lose but I guess that's just me.

Sigh.

That's the best I can do.

I've been stuck in this weird place for a while now - a funk, as I keep calling it. I'm stuck in a stupid funk and it's really irritating the shit out of me. I know it can't be much better for the people around me. I haven't been around here a lot, and when I am around, I don't talk to anyone. Hell, I barely talk to the guys and to Eric and we are ( Read more... )

I really need to update, but as usual I've put it off for so long that now I don't even know where to begin or what to write about. There's only so much you can say about life on tour anyway. So, yeah ( Read more... )

I've been trying to figure out what to say from the moment I woke up this morning, but words aren't coming easily. I wish there was a way to record everything that I feel and see when I look at you because that would just make this so much easier. But at the same time, I know that you know how I feel - you've always known because you feel the same ( Read more... )

We are six shows into the tour now, one of them being tonight in Atlantic City. It has been going really well so far with the occasional flubs that always happen because things can't be perfect every night. It's also been ridiculously hot, almost unbearable, and I know we've all been a little miserable at times but we haven't let it stop us yet. I ( Read more... )

I was a fool to think that I could ever let go of him. I told myself and everyone else over and over again that I would get over him and move on with my life, and it would all be better than it has ever been. More than anything, I was just trying to convince myself that that could be true, and maybe if I kept repeating it to myself, it would ( Read more... )

I had a really good conversation with a wonderful woman the other night. It wasn't very long - twenty, thirty minutes at the most while Eric was out getting dinner, but I think we could have gone on for hours without running out of things to say. She has been babying me since she got here, petting and basically spoiling me rotten, and I can't say ( Read more... )

It's really sad that there is so much I could sit here and write about, yet I have no idea what to say.