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people are getting stupider
Have you ever noticed that every year more kids graduate from your old high school and every year they seam to be stupider? Well I got to see or graduating class upclose and lets put it this way, I weep for their generation. People, what happens when you mix bleach and amonia? VERY GOOD. Now what happens if you then sniff that after Mixing it? ( Read more... ) -
OK then.
OK then. Well the day started off just perfect, I woke up and went to work. I got to work and checked my email because i didnt have enough time at home. OK so on Ebay I bought something a while back and I was checking the email for its tracking number so I could find out where the hell in the world it is. I put the tracking number in and TADDA " ( Read more... ) -
what are you affraid of?
What scares me the most? Dieing alone. Without any hope. With no one to comfort my fears. Without someone to hold my hand as the vision fades from my eyes. To die without comfort, love and tears. To fade out of existance without so much as a drop of a tear. To die alone is what I fear. Without a kiss and without the soothing whisper of a voice in ( Read more... ) -
hey journal.
Well, well, well. Its been a long time. very long actually. So many things going threw my life and so many things i went threw. Well lets see. I have a knew scar to go with the other ones. I caught a piece of tar in my shoulder, dont ask how it happened. But im ok. Good news Trevor is getting married and Im going to be a groom. Um Jess is still ( Read more... ) -
so long
Its been so long since I have left a message. Well alot has happened and im not in the mood right now to write it all down. SO lets put it this way, since the last time. Friends are cool unless they arnt really friends, jess whore, job boreinggggggggggggggg. Any questions? -
sooo long
its been so long. so many things have been happeneing in the last few months. My cat had kittens i guess that was good my friends are starting to all turn 21, ill be 21 next month, yeaaaaaaaaaaa. Me and Jess havebeen over for about a month. I just couldnt stand it, I didnt no if she was lieing when she wasnt. I had no more trust in her. Work sux. ( Read more... ) -
its been long
Well I woke up this morning around 6 am cause the women was going into the hospital for surgery. yes shes ok. and i got back around 9 am and saw jess was online so i said hi to her and she said hi back. I said "ohhhh i wanted to call you and wake you up". she said well you can still do that. (i usually call her every morning around 10 15 to wake ( Read more... ) -
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been a long time. Life sux and then you die, thats how it is. Things arnt going very good for me. Im trying to get somewhere in this world but its not working. I decided to give jess another chance but low and behold i think she might actually be cheating on me again. I dont no. It will taek a long time for her to earn my trust again, but trust me ( Read more... ) -
hey everyone
Well I found out jessica found someone ells today. She sayed she "liked" him so i guess that means hes a cool guy. From what she has told me he is an ok guy, he has his life planned out. I was really happy to here that she didnt meet him from online, she actually met the guy in person. I do wish that she would of held out haveing sex with him until ( Read more... ) -
last few days
Well i have realized that every time Jessica asks me if I wanna hang out it always involves me having to buy her something. She never leaves her room mate either, which is getting really old. I took her out for valentines day because i thought it was the propper thing to do. I wanted to give her a kiss and before i could she said " we arnt together ( Read more... )