So, why do they call hamburgers, hamburgers? They're not made out of ham... or pig even? I think I just had my first seinfeld moment right there. I made myself a real ham burger & it was fuckin' delsih. No but really, wth?

I've been pretty good at not taking that first step forward in talking to people & I got the results I had expected, sadly. My ( Read more... )

december 21st, 2012. i can wait to see all these morons put to shame. how stupid are you gonna feel when nothing happens just like when nothing happened with y2k. people are so desperate to know when & how the world is gonna end that theyre trying to make gold out of shit. "oh, we just found a book of pictures & i think this is what it means. its ( Read more... )

I know why I feel this way but I can't tell you what the feeling is. I feel like a piece of me is missing or something that I really care about has died. Its really over this time. Its seriously like you've died & there's nothing I can do to bring you back. Somethings not right with me. I feel like a pathetic piece of shit. I feel selfish for the ( Read more... )

I had four super realistic & scary dreams last night that really hit close to home. I think I should really take em into consideration. I don't think dreams are visions of the future er anything crazy like that. I like to think they're subconcious thoughts that manifest into vague or vivid dreams. its one thing thinking about something... but ( Read more... )

"I think I've waited long enough. Our world was once forget-me-nots and now I wait another year. Now I wait another year. I need you here." I wanted to forget everyone this year besides you... & now you just want to throw it all away. For what? Why? Did I do something wrong? You said we should stop pretending... I was never pretending. Obvs you ( Read more... )

Well, its the end of the year. I plan on revamping my life starting the 1st. Clean slate. If you're a bad influence (which is 98% of my friends) then I'm trying to forget we knew eachother. I don't need bad influences in my life. I've become pretty weak minded. I know what I want but my "friends" tend to get me to do the things I don't. I need to ( Read more... )

$500 later:

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My cat is seriously so cute. Her new thing is to sit ontop of my tv and attack the dvd thing that bounces around when it's idle. I wish I could take a video of it & post it up on here. But onto more important news...


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I'm a fool. I sat around all day, starving, waiting for you to no avail. What's new? I've still got to go christmas shopping & I think I've got one less person to buy for. No point in buying something for someone that doesn't care to talk or hang out with you, right? It's such a shame 'cause I was real geeked on the gifts I was gonna buy you. Guess ( Read more... )

Apparently my mom had me come with her to work so she can do everything... so I'm gonna update this. Id rather be at home in bed moping around. Each and every day I get a lil more depressed. At this rate im gonna be dead by new years. Atleast I won't have to look back and see how shitty '09 was. I can't smile or laugh when im alone. I just want to ( Read more... )