karmans journal is very disturbing. she hasnt gotten rid of her boyfriend yet. she's afraid of what he might do to her if she tries again. she said one time he chased her down the street and told her she wasnt leaving him. i came home from work yesterday afternoon and the caller i.d. said "pennsylvania call", she goes to school there. but i figured ( Read more... )

i'm so mad. we're supposed to go to england in exactly 13 days but now i might not be able to go. i have to have a tracheotomy on tuesday and the doctor doesnt think i'll be well enough to travel. i really want to go too. they're all saying they'll stay home with me and we can all go together but i dont want them to have to do that. i know they're ( Read more... )

i'm so bored! i should be in bed but i can never fall asleep when i ought to ( Read more... )

howies birthday is today. fun fun fun! i hope he has a great day :o) still no word from mauve about us moving :o\ she stick to the normal conversations. ( Read more... )

we got a house! i'm so excited but i'm so scared too! this is going to be the first time in 18 years that tony and i wont be sharing a bedroom. babes is trying to make this the best experience possible for both of us. she's already picked out patterns for their room and bought everything. that was ages ago. i have to start off from scratch cause ( Read more... )

i think my computer was feeling sympathy pains for me while i was sick. i'm not exactly happy about it either. it got a virus when i updated kazaa and i had to do a system reload... that makes my computer in the state that it was the day that i bought it. which means everything is erased. i wanted to cry so bad. i live on my computer and work on my ( Read more... )

i dont feel so good... last night i thought there was nothing left in me. i had a great day and i ate too... but for some reason i just cant keep it down. i'm still throwing it up. grr.

i quit :o) i'm so proud of myself ( Read more... )

today is martin luther king day. i honestly know nothing about the holiday. i thought it was martin luther king jr, but somebody told me that it was the dad the talked and the son kept the holiday and speech living on. i'll have to check into that cause its wrong to celebrate a day off of work while somebody did something for us to have that day ( Read more... )

i began reading Apt Pupil a few hours ago and got so absorbed that i read right through it. it was a very interesting story. if it werent a compilation, i wonder why stephen king didnt give it more thought and actually finished it. it was finished, dont get me wrong, but why wasnt it a novel in itself? why was it a part of a three-some? hmm. now ( Read more... )