Today marks 4 years ago when Kirsten passed away. That's weird, and what makes it more weird is the fact that today was the last time all of us would be together to remember her on this day. I know she was watching all of us, and has been every year on March 7th, when we all forget about who's friends with who and can just sit down, cook a nice ( Read more... )

I don't like being acquaintances all of a sudden, maybe I should keep my big fat mouth shut and such. even though it's an online conversation, if you know someone well enough, you can catch their tone and interest level in the conversation. bahh ( Read more... )

ohhh words ( Read more... )

I would like ( Read more... )

it's late, and entries should not be posted this late (at least not by me) because I don't think clearly and when I wake up, I end up editing or sometimes just alltogether deleting whatever I write ( Read more... )

Today I decided to spend time with my family, cause I realized I'm always sleeping/recovering from the night before, or I'm showering and leaving in a flustered rush. So I agreed to spend the night in Ellensburg, aka near death experience for me. Somehow, someone up there knew it'd be just too traumatic for me to handle so our lovely and mentally ( Read more... )

I'm looking at the housing at OSU now. That is weird, and very exciting. In less than a year I'll be completely gone, in a different state, all by myself (+a couple of my loves). I think the only problem I'll have is being homesick, cause even though I may say I fight a lot with my family, in truth I don't think I could even function without them ( Read more... )

you know you're bored when you answer a myspace post "thingy" in a livejournal entry...hahah ( Read more... )

Rethinking my first reason for writing a livejournal entry, I've decided to gather up all my dragged out sentences into something shorter and more to the point, so I don't whine QUITE as much ( Read more... )

I went to Target today and parked next to this little white Kia Spectra, with a poor middle-aged man in it. His engine WOULD NOT start. I felt really guilty just hopping out of my car and proceeding into Target like he was invisible. After like a 45 minute wandering experience, I came back outside to find him still there, attempting to start is ( Read more... )