I was at my pregnancy loss support group last night and something struck me watching one of the participants. She had just had a D and E on Friday and was expected to work today after a 14 week loss ( Read more... )

Do not assume that the past 2 years of my life have made me stronger. They have not. What they have done is throw my life into a chaos I don't recognize. And evermore, I don't need to get my priorities straight. They are. My children and husband are my priorities. Not everyone elses needs ( Read more... )

"Tragedy is a tool for the living to gain wisdom, not a guide by which to live ( Read more... )

Ugg....I have this weather.  I am stuck at home with the kids and they are BORED.  Must find things for them to do ( Read more... )

Okay...I am sure no one reads this so I am going to use this as my therapy to get my feelings out there and out of my head ( Read more... )

Well, a week ago today we found out we lost our 5th baby. I was just over the first trimester ( Read more... )

I think my husband needs a new name. Something like McSpermy.
I am pregnant again and due Aug. 9th.
I am not panicked like I have been in the past.
What will be will be and nothing I can do with change the outcome.
Probably has to do with switching doctors.

HBO was running all the episodes of Star Wars from Ep.1 to Ep. 6 in order ALL DAY. We watched all of them. I can't believe I spend 13 hours in front of the TV.
I liked the old ones better than the newer ones.....especially those cuddly ewoks. How I wish they could be pets....LOL.

With all the traveling I have been doing I kind of forgot about all that has happened ( Read more... )

Off to Chicago with my little guy to see my favorite band.
I am finally a bit excited about something....feels good.
Be bake in a few days...YIPPEE!