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[nicolesofly]

I'm beginning to think school is not for me. But I didn't believe this a week ago. Today I missed school by my own fault. Now my parents hate me and are started up with the whole "fuck face is a failure" again routine

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[htl_1126]

Found you off of __postsecret, hope you don't mind. As for thinking school is not for you, you only really missed one day. Everyone has days where they just don't want to go and it isn't that big a deal. And as for your parents the sound like jerks. You are NOT failure by any means, from what I read you seem to accomplish something every day and that is awesome. And you are dead right about your point that if they ever really knew you then they would see how much you have changed. You deserve to be applauded for all you have dealt with and handled. I am sorry you won't be able to do anything all weekend, but maybe you can find some other things to do inside that will make it not so bad.

[nicolesofly]

Add me please, and thank you for caring and reading up on what's going on. Yeah, my parents don't believe in me that's why I look to other people to.

[htl_1126]

I totally understand it has always been the same here. And you are added =)

[zladyivory]

still living with your parents sucks.
but once you move out i'm sure it will get better.
i had a ten o clock curfew on WEEKENDS when i still lived with my fam, then i went to college, moved out, etcetc & i've now never been closer with them. i have mono right now & instead of dying in my apartment, they asked me if i wanted to come stay with them for a week or two until i'm better. things improve i promise.

but when you still live with them, it's so hard to imagine that happening. all i can say is good luck, i guess.