really all i need right now is something stable that isn't going to let me down. I really am sick of this carpet being pulled out from under me again and again...

I'm doing, really theres no reason to back out now. I have my meeting tomorrow for my social work field placement next year...that means absolutly no monday wed. friday classes my senior year. And Monday I have to have an 'idea' of what my soc senior project is....don't i still have like half a semester and the summer before I have to do this...I ( Read more... )

I said I wasn't going to get attached. That I didn't really care and whatever. But now I'm soo angery. Am I really not worth the ten minute drive for a decent goodbye. Really and the message, "I miss you so much and wish we could have spent more time togehter but I'll only be 6 hours away so you can drive and see me or maybe I'll fly you out" ok ( Read more... )

SO i have a new niece and nephew in the forms of two dwarf goats....my sister bought goats... huh
http://www.islandviewfarm.com/index.html

Single or not I will always feel that today's holiday is absurd. If your not in a relatioship it makes you think about how in our society you should be and had better have a damn good reason for why your not. And if your in a relationship it creates this weird drama around gifts and rituals associated with the thing. I mean really is it nessecary ( Read more... )

So a full Paris update will come in a few days as for now I'm going to ramble about a few things ( Read more... )

I am half way through my visit here in Paris and I never want to leave. I can't explain it but everything about this city is just amazing. Maybe it has been living with six petty girls for a month that has made me truely appreiciate everything that is outside but really. You can get anywhere you like in a matter of minutes thanks to the Metro and ( Read more... )

I leave in one day and can't sleep. This blows. I don't know why I can't sleep, well I have a feeling (my mind won't shut up) but really i have a shit-ton to do tomorrow and need to sleep. Things are worked out though, I'll be in paris from the 10 to Feb. 3 the last bit of it ( the 26-3) will be just me and my friend Becky running around. I haven't ( Read more... )

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So i finally got around to re-doing my livejournal...its pretty much amazing now ( Read more... )