you are only as good as the love you have for other people

happy st pattys day!!

todays my day and im gonna drink like a champ

im nicole and i dont ever sleep.

mustache party!

In their eyes is the place that you finally discovered
That you love it here, you've got to stay.

tonights the first time i cried in a while.


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ugh dude

i want this feeling to go away!

i want all of this to go away!
or be back to how it was..

i honestly didnt think things could get any worse until another had to come along.

your pants are baggy
you can buckle your belt to the next hole
you boobs shrank a little bit
i can push on my stomach and feel muscle
love handles=good bye

all because of!!......
not eating.

i miss my body...
i just can stomach anything :(

in the end it will be ok. if its not ok, its not the end.

i want to stop crying.

ive finally hit rock bottom.
nothings ok.

fuck academic probation
fuck school in general right now.
i just want art

i need some time to go away and travel.. come summer time i think thats whats up..

on a lighter note, winter is pretty early in the morn.

rest in peace for real nick

<3

ever since my dad died ive lost all motivation for school. i hate that.
on a lighter note, my new bed is nice and same with my new desk.