Comments | nicoll: some things I've realized lately...

nicoll

some things I've realized lately...

Apr 01, 2005 21:31

Some of the shit I say is going to get a lot of negative responses, and don't try to talk me into it.. its just stuff i've been noticing ( Read more... )

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sublime2 April 2 2005, 04:41:27 UTC

I really appreciate that honest glimpse into your self. While I confess that I do enjoy looking at the naked female form, nothing is more attractive than a person with self-awareness, soul and some sense of peace with their imperfections (and hopefully understanding that we all have them ( ... )

nicoll April 2 2005, 05:18:24 UTC

thanks.. I didn't know it was going to be so hard to write that post when I first started.. but I did it and I'm so glad I did now. A long time ago when I had my first webpage, I talked about my battle with anorexia and self mutilation, and actually got an email from a girl about the same age as me who had the same fears and beliefs about herself as me, and I really made her think about stuff. I'm so glad I helped her way back then, and part of that is what helped me get to where i am now.

Karin, If you still read my journal.. message me, cause I miss talking to you <3

nycxbaybee April 2 2005, 06:10:47 UTC

i'm SO glad to hear that. you go girl!

jakeobs April 2 2005, 07:04:23 UTC

Girl, any guy who doesn't think you're totally off the charts hot is either gay or lying.

nicoll April 2 2005, 07:19:34 UTC

I know a lot of guys who don't think I'm all that pretty.. but its all just their taste..

it doesn't bother me anymore

but thanks!

julie_1974 April 2 2005, 15:55:05 UTC

Loving and accepting ones self is always the hardest thing to do, good for you on doing so. It took me 95% of my life to do so, good for you for realizing so much sooner. :-)

and I do want to say your body looks great these days, very healthy and curvy :-)

nicoll April 2 2005, 16:32:57 UTC

lol I'm not so sure about great.. but you've known me for what.. 4 years? You saw me when I went through my hella unhealthy drug binge...

yeah I've definitly got more curves now than I did then

julie_1974 April 2 2005, 16:42:52 UTC

Yeah, it's been four maybe five, LOL, I have no timeline during that period of life. Damn drugs :/

nicoll April 2 2005, 18:55:50 UTC

lol lets see.. i was 16.. i'm 21 now.. yeah.. i guess it has been five, almost 6.. good god i hadn't realized i've known you people that long.. thats so scary

erratic69 April 9 2005, 03:18:58 UTC

"I'm not pretty, at least not in the conventional way that most guys want." and thank God..because that would be so boring! from the pictures i have seen, you have style girl! and think you ARE VERY pretty! uniqueness is what catches my eye. someone that doesnt look like everyone else. and your body..i think its smokin!bam bam bam! you stay you ! you are a knockout in my book!