more visits to hell to come

[nicopasse]

ok... so i survived my first dentist appointment in years ^^; just the CLEANING hurt because my gums are so sensitive and she had to pick off a bunch of shit that's piled up over the years *is humiliated*. my gums are blood red in some places now, but not because they're bleeding :S. anyway, the dentist said i had to have 3 teeth pulled, 2 of them

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[lumpthing]

aww, poor you. Seems you are a delicate being (I mean that in a nice way). I don't see why they couldnt give you local anaesthetic (but then again I dont know anything about such things.

[nicopasse]

well... yes it does seem that's rather true. i have a lot of strange reactions to drugs and what not... (like this one time i had a reaction that they said was rarely seen in anyone other than teenage boys, where every muscle in my body tensed up and my eyes rolled in the back of my head and i couldn't move and wouldn't go back to normal until the pill wore off ^^;) anyway, (sorry, rambling) yeah... i would HOPE they can do local... i don't think they would do general outside of a hospital, so maybe i'll be lucky :P though i do wish i could just snap my fingers and the work would all be over with, lol!

[lumpthing]

wah! that teenage boy paralysis sounds scary :O. Could you speak? Weren't you a bit terrified?

[nicopasse]

yeah... i could speak, but i was curled up in this sorta coprse-like stance and couldn't straighten my arms or legs ^^; i do remember them saying "i want you to look at me" and pretty much ordering me to, all the while i'm crying, all "i can't!" it was pretty scary, but i knew it would wear off eventually, so what i was REALLY thinking was "oh this sucks, please end, please end, please end" so on an so forth.... one of many reasons i'm afraid to take psychological and other such mental help sort of medications anymore ^^;